sooooo nth to blog part 1...wahahaha

hmm...let me c...got wat to update lei???hahaha...ok... eh... tt day walked past many children boutiques n saw many many pretty dresses...got the itch to buy gif my darling hannah wear...bt hor..come to tink abt it,hannah wear dress looks abit weird..cos shes nt very girly..er...jz like me..im definitely cmi in dresses..hahaha...tho i oways wana try wearing 1..bt...the tot of it....eeee.. wahahaha...anw...so funi...like...sum ppl wear dresses n dressed up girlily wud look so swt n pretty,yet sum look weird..mayb cos i oways c hannah in pants tts y i feel weird..or shld i sae,all my zha bo cousins like dn wear dress de..waahahaha..my mum side de.. genie,rachel,jolene,hannah,me...we r seldom seen in dresses...except sch uni..wahahaha..

eh..ever since duno when,i duno y i began to stink...like....duno lei..bt when i asked my nanny,they sae dn hv ar...haha... im like...even aft shower i still smell...haha..den my nanny daughter sae itz my own tinking...reli meh??oh no..im suffering fr sum psychological prob liao?? haha..leading to me tinkg i stink,or reli i stink??haha..felt v embarrassed lor..hahaha

i oways felt so out of plc...so xtra...so hmm....lost...so left out....hahaha...duno hw to describe sia.. n im so so scare...so so no security...jz like i fell fr sumwhr high above tt feel...or being chased by dinos w no1 saving me kinda ting..wahaha..these 2 days i jz wana hide myself up in a hole n dn come out..nt reli emo la..mayb tryin to tao bi..bt duno wat...jz dn wan ppl to c me in my lousy self i guess..wahahaha...

anw..received bday prezzies fr my colleagues...so harpi...so po fei...aiyo....bt gan dong la~~thankies... lol...then i oso gt a GV buy 1 get 1 tix..until end of tis mth..bt dn tink i can use le la! =( nt much time left anw... hahaha... i had many bday wishes mentioned in an application..hope all come true..if nt...at least let the 1st few come true...hahaha...wat else...the suan ming uncle nt accurate...cos my bday is alr over n my mr right still nt found..??!!! =( how??hahaha

sooo wordy le ar...hmm...then i cont tmr ba...cos sum1 here sae her hse gg to hv a big explosion liao...wahahahhaa...*pray tt all will be gd for my jiejie* hehe..nitenite

my bday....weeee~~hahahaha....

woooo...4 off days.....wat hv i been doin??hahaha....jz lidat n itz gone???!!!!!!hahahaha.... hmm...

14th-worked half day...den aft tt went chinatown with nana..cos she oso claim hr...haha.. den gan dong la...~cos wana get mini bday cake gimme...heex...tian zai xin li....LOL....

15th-my actual bday....dar took half day leave....den we went to orchard central...walked awhile den went to paragon eat sushi tei...brendan came aft tt,den last min decided to go watch movie-G-force....itz soooo cute....hhahaha....aft tt met von then went swensen eat...guanhe came along later on...heex...of course in btn gt lotsa kuku funny tings happening la....cos i hv kuku dar ma...n kuku frens...heex...i had fun tt day too...hapi hapi...!!heex... =)

16th-stayed at hm whole day...rest whole day to prepare for 17th...heex...

17th-went out with nana...hmm...went woodlands de party world...sing sing sing...hahaha...i sing like shit....hahaha....hmm....nana sing soooo niceeee.....hahaha...aft tt went kuishin-bo eat...lol... so bu hao yi si...let her spend so much....hahaha...den walk ard jp lo...haha... hmm...actually seems nth much rite....bt duno lei....i reli had lotsa fun n reli happy...heex...enjoyed myself...soo sooo sooooo sooo hapi...aiyo....gladie...~~

hmm..tis yr my bday seems nicee...seems gd~sumtimes itz nt whr u go tt u enjoy yrself,is the ppl u r with...hahaha....wa...recently duno isit cos i nt enuf slp or wat,i tend to let tings slipped off my mind...sadded!!my memory deteriorating liao...how?? =( hahaha....oh no..am having flu nw~~ hahaha...so random...dotz...

99 yrs old ah ma passed away le...do rest in peace..

hmm...all along i tot i dn feel sad...bt when i went to the wake jz nw,i felt abit of she bu de...n sad... i cant even get to c her 1 last time...i tot i cud peek thru the coffin...bt...it was covered...it was reli a regret...y do i oways hafta wait tings to happen le den i regret?why did i kp procrastinating?? itz like so sudden...the other time with my ah ma oso...haix... i tot of the times when i was young,she took care of me...i like gg dnstair to her hse....she wud gimme swts...on shows let me watch...kp pouring orange soft drink gimme drink...suddenly i so miss her... ah ma, u muz rest in peace k......i will oways rem u.... =(

anw...went to the wake...den wa...every1 knew me...bt i duno majority of them la....den all like... 'wa....y u slim dn soo much??' or wa....'u looked darker...' or...'so long nv cya le.....grow so big n tall le ar....??'wahahahaha....so funi....

today whole day wana roar...ROAR~wahahahaha..... den so moody moody...no mood sia....hmmm... wana slp le....ahhahaha...random~ i muz learn to treasure every1... hehehe... =)