san ge yuan wang

i simply love tis song...hehehe...

三个愿望
by liang wen yin




你开始会计划未来了
那恋人正拿我看心灵的存折
像火星的脾气少很多
很忙也会记得抽空练完

你做的事我都看见了
所以抱你你的时候眼里红红的
就算你有时候会犯错
怎么想都在不开心什么

你答应送我三个愿望
第一个希望你能健康开朗
第二个希望我能更懂体谅
第三个希望我们永远有话讲

其实我不用三个愿望
每一天都有感动值得收藏
每一夜天使陪我祈祷仰望
每滴泪都被你的魔法变阳光

因为很爱所以会想通
不再去坚持己见让彼此难过
当感情很稳定很浓厚
退让也会有种甜蜜感受

你答应送我三个愿望
第一个希望你能健康开朗
第二个希望我能更懂体谅
第三个希望我们永远有话讲

其实我不用三个愿望
每一天都有感动值得收藏
每一夜天使陪我祈祷仰望
每滴泪都被你的魔法变阳光

感谢我们的爱情没有翅膀
一步步走在往幸福的路上
再用足够时间好好欣赏
让开心春夏秋冬四季的风光

其实我不用三个愿望
每一天都有感动值得收藏
每一夜天使陪我祈祷仰望
每滴泪都被你的魔法变阳光

angry angry!!curse tt thief!!!

haix...recently so suay....my hp kena stolen sia...itz my dad's hp actually...hmm...muz go find n buy bk the hp..gt any lobang??Nokia N95 8gb de??reli reli hated the person who stolen the hp.... idiot!!!when i tot tt i muz wk w a thief(w/o knowing hu),damn down lor... reli hor... haix.. seriously muz curse tt whoeva... i mean... stealing... whoeva u r, hw old r u le?? walao.. the more i tink abt it,the angrier i become... hated the person who stole the hp,nt onli cos she/he stole the hp, bt oso caused my ah tao jie feel bad.... it made me double+triple hate tt person... ANGRY ANGRY ANGRY!!!!!

anw..i reli kai bu liao kou tell my parents the hp being stolen...hw sia?? hmm..... reli hor... haix...damn sian,damn sad,damn down..if itz my own hp at least the feeling nt tt bad...bt.. wa..duno hw man...cos the hp model in normal singtel,nokia shop no more le...hafta go 2nd hand shop look c... hmm.. suan le...dn dread on it....hmmm... gona go orh orh niao... hahaha...

saddie....

wow...recently wk until blur blur sia...as in,duno lei...easily get irritable,n v v tired,even if 2 days ago i jz had my off... hmm..den abit dread gg to wk...bt i mean,still ok la...nt v serious la...tink every1 oso same same ba...hehe... hmm... still feeling very lost everyday... go bk hm mk me feel unhapi n stress...go bk to my own hm mk me feel so upsetting...jz so down... jz feel so unwanted n left out everywhr i go... soso alone... so so dn hv the being care n loved feeling..wonder y i wud feel tis way sia... bt sumtimes once i felt alil loved or care,den im sooo hapi.. tink thrs sumting wrong w me..!!hw sia??

i mean, altho i can be alone, i jz cant tolerate the kinda 'alone' feeling.. n it seems to get worse as days goes by... can sum1 help me?? feel rather depressed bt thrs no1 to turn to... memory like decelerating at a very fast speed...den very uneasy everywhr...wana find ppl to jz let out bt duno who to... den abit onli i wana cry liao...haix..so sicked of myself..!!y m i so problematic??

hmm...dn tok bt unhapi stuff le...hahaha... hmm... recently im soo sooo hungry for teng teng wor...hahaha...anw... my off day flu is here again... haiyo...4eva lidat de... hahahaha... boring boring ar...nth to diary abt...hahahaha... fine...go play games le....tata....!!hahaha

enjoyed myself @ nana's plc... n craps....lol

hahaha...c gt wat happenings... eh.... wa...jz happened to weigh myself and ta da... i hv lost another 2kg fr the last time(15 sept) woah....c...the results of hving a supervisor who oways bully me de...ke lian rite... hehehe... bleah~~hahaha.. just joking..

recently @ wk startin to feel so lethargic...so tired...look @ the storeroom nia so sian...hahahaha.. so small space....so many tings... hahaha... anw...2 days back aft wk went nana's hse n stayover... hehehe... b4 tt went to watch movie la.... mayb cos scare i cant wk up or wat,den i cant slp much... hahaha... probably if the following day is a off day,den i will slp more in peace.. hoho.. bt i enjoyed myself la~ heex.. happy happy~~~

hmm..received my posb bill... wooo... saw partyworld bill...so miss gg to sing sing sing.... hahahaha...simply love gg out... haahaha... tmr gg to isetan to c the japan fair b4 mitting ah dar aft her wk... lol.... nw im rotting @ hm nia... sooo boring.... my poor thumb sooo pain...bt the swell went down abit...haahha...tts all for nw la~~heehehe..

crap 1

hmm... end of my lame story....itz a story....so abit kua zhang...bt the main ting reli happen... wahahahaha....as in...the STARE..~~wahaha

okok...lets crap ard... bt duno hw to start... hahaha... hmm...i wana sae..my nana dn like me.... =( bully me... break oso muz force me to go aft her (wahaha..itz a lie) eh....oways abuse me physically...(wahaha..actually is mentally n emotionally) WAHAHAHAHA...nola....actually is jz the 3 add tog....lol...(another lie)most impt of all,she gave ppl 6 days off,n onli gave me 4...u c u c..!!!isn't tt being bias???cos she dn like me.... to tink i tot shes sooo gd to me...wahahaha...so lame~ nola... jz a joke...hw can it be??my nana sooo luv me(tts my tinkg...wahahaha..nt mentioned by her)....soooo i oso sooo luv her la~~jz like hw i luv my dardar n all la~ hehehe...BLA~~ jz rubbishing ard.. hehehehe...

wa..reli getting older le...jz these recent mths.... many of my close frens,or ex-colleagues or secondary frens,all engaged or married liao...kaoz...tis is sooo sad...hahaha..im stillllll single... wahaha...OMG!!!haha..die la..will i be like left on the shelf?? lol... wait expires jiu cham le..i still wan to hv my own fam de... LOL...wat a lamey ting...

i miss my gan ma etc...hmmm.....so funi...shes onli 5 yrs older than me n shes my mummy??!! hehe..i dn even rem hw come i became her god-daughter sia...hehehe...bt tt was like many yrs le...she sosososo teng me..hehe..@ 1st abit shy shy,den aft tt xi guan liao...kp on 'mummy front,mummy back..' hehe.. shes the 1st person to reli reli teng me n care for me de..my studies n everyting...reli act like my mummy.. hehe..last yr she came wintertime looked for me lei..so harpi...bt onli for tt 1 hr.. =( haha..aft tt she went to brisbane le...we nw onli talked in msn.. i gt a ah dardar...jiemeiz.... heh.... den i gt darlings,dears n baobeis...ohoh.. i gt a ah jie as well..shes my senior...i oso dn rem hw she became my da jie..4 yrs older than me..!!bt short term de la.. onli occasional msg or msn each other..

actually i hv oways wanted to hv jiejies to teng me,or even meimeis for me to teng... sae is sae la..bt if reli hv,mayb itz diff le.. hahaha...bt cos i dn hv,so if i sudd hv 1,i wud reli treasure a lot...hehehe...aiya...since fated dn hv,den oso bo bian la~haha..bt i hope to hv jiejie... hehehe... so childish rite...bt reli lor... i hp to hv lotsa teng teng... tt kinda jiejiely love...hahaha... i c my frens hv den like soo xingfu lidat...i oso wan...hahaha...dar,y nt u upgrade la..become my jiejie,instead of my mei??can??hehehe...bleah~~

crap a lot sia...hmm...recently nana unwell...muz tk care ya.. =) wa...ytd i was like sudd gona die lidat....sooo uncomfy...den today half half....lata in the day begun to feel uncomfy liao...bt still can dong la~hahaha...boring sia...gona orh orh liao..nitez...

short story 1...

junie's short story 1...

title:tales of the staring incident~~ HA HA.. tts sooo lame...
actresses: junie,whitie (i tink is a zha bo..).... HA HA

one fine day,morning,junie went to wk...den aft wk junie took a bus and came home....(tts obvious...) ok...tis is how the story goes...probably a wk ago,my hse the lift under upgrading.. sooo...hafta walk to the other lift to tk the lift la...so itz a lil further fr the bs as usual... actually tis is jz to mk the story longer... WAHHAHAHA... so... eva since tt lift was thr...i,or i shld sae,my nanny daughter n i began to notice tis white cat(which i named it whitie)...this cat eva frighten nanny daughter...n it looked fiercely at her...bt din attack her la~wahaha...den whitie very enjoy life one...oways lying on the platform sunbathing,if nt observing ppl... hahaha... (okok..bk to my story...) sooo,today,tis whitie n me walked the opposite direction.. as in whitie walkin towards me,n i, towards whitie..fr abt a 100m away,we started to STARE at each other..as we walked..we stared...den we stare n stare n stare....hahaha...den at the pt we 'cha jian er guo...',n even walked past each other,we were still staring at each other...den the further we walked,the more we stare..then... .....whitie stopped...it's head turned firmly n staring at me...woooo....sooo fierce.. bt i continued to stare at it...all the way until i was near the lift den i said.... bye-bye....ignore it n continue my walk to the lift... ahhahaha...soooo...isit a nice story?? WAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHA.... lame..~~

sooooo nth to blog part 1...wahahaha

hmm...let me c...got wat to update lei???hahaha...ok... eh... tt day walked past many children boutiques n saw many many pretty dresses...got the itch to buy gif my darling hannah wear...bt hor..come to tink abt it,hannah wear dress looks abit weird..cos shes nt very girly..er...jz like me..im definitely cmi in dresses..hahaha...tho i oways wana try wearing 1..bt...the tot of it....eeee.. wahahaha...anw...so funi...like...sum ppl wear dresses n dressed up girlily wud look so swt n pretty,yet sum look weird..mayb cos i oways c hannah in pants tts y i feel weird..or shld i sae,all my zha bo cousins like dn wear dress de..waahahaha..my mum side de.. genie,rachel,jolene,hannah,me...we r seldom seen in dresses...except sch uni..wahahaha..

eh..ever since duno when,i duno y i began to stink...like....duno lei..bt when i asked my nanny,they sae dn hv ar...haha... im like...even aft shower i still smell...haha..den my nanny daughter sae itz my own tinking...reli meh??oh no..im suffering fr sum psychological prob liao?? haha..leading to me tinkg i stink,or reli i stink??haha..felt v embarrassed lor..hahaha

i oways felt so out of plc...so xtra...so hmm....lost...so left out....hahaha...duno hw to describe sia.. n im so so scare...so so no security...jz like i fell fr sumwhr high above tt feel...or being chased by dinos w no1 saving me kinda ting..wahaha..these 2 days i jz wana hide myself up in a hole n dn come out..nt reli emo la..mayb tryin to tao bi..bt duno wat...jz dn wan ppl to c me in my lousy self i guess..wahahaha...

anw..received bday prezzies fr my colleagues...so harpi...so po fei...aiyo....bt gan dong la~~thankies... lol...then i oso gt a GV buy 1 get 1 tix..until end of tis mth..bt dn tink i can use le la! =( nt much time left anw... hahaha... i had many bday wishes mentioned in an application..hope all come true..if nt...at least let the 1st few come true...hahaha...wat else...the suan ming uncle nt accurate...cos my bday is alr over n my mr right still nt found..??!!! =( how??hahaha

sooo wordy le ar...hmm...then i cont tmr ba...cos sum1 here sae her hse gg to hv a big explosion liao...wahahahhaa...*pray tt all will be gd for my jiejie* hehe..nitenite

my bday....weeee~~hahahaha....

woooo...4 off days.....wat hv i been doin??hahaha....jz lidat n itz gone???!!!!!!hahahaha.... hmm...

14th-worked half day...den aft tt went chinatown with nana..cos she oso claim hr...haha.. den gan dong la...~cos wana get mini bday cake gimme...heex...tian zai xin li....LOL....

15th-my actual bday....dar took half day leave....den we went to orchard central...walked awhile den went to paragon eat sushi tei...brendan came aft tt,den last min decided to go watch movie-G-force....itz soooo cute....hhahaha....aft tt met von then went swensen eat...guanhe came along later on...heex...of course in btn gt lotsa kuku funny tings happening la....cos i hv kuku dar ma...n kuku frens...heex...i had fun tt day too...hapi hapi...!!heex... =)

16th-stayed at hm whole day...rest whole day to prepare for 17th...heex...

17th-went out with nana...hmm...went woodlands de party world...sing sing sing...hahaha...i sing like shit....hahaha....hmm....nana sing soooo niceeee.....hahaha...aft tt went kuishin-bo eat...lol... so bu hao yi si...let her spend so much....hahaha...den walk ard jp lo...haha... hmm...actually seems nth much rite....bt duno lei....i reli had lotsa fun n reli happy...heex...enjoyed myself...soo sooo sooooo sooo hapi...aiyo....gladie...~~

hmm..tis yr my bday seems nicee...seems gd~sumtimes itz nt whr u go tt u enjoy yrself,is the ppl u r with...hahaha....wa...recently duno isit cos i nt enuf slp or wat,i tend to let tings slipped off my mind...sadded!!my memory deteriorating liao...how?? =( hahaha....oh no..am having flu nw~~ hahaha...so random...dotz...

99 yrs old ah ma passed away le...do rest in peace..

hmm...all along i tot i dn feel sad...bt when i went to the wake jz nw,i felt abit of she bu de...n sad... i cant even get to c her 1 last time...i tot i cud peek thru the coffin...bt...it was covered...it was reli a regret...y do i oways hafta wait tings to happen le den i regret?why did i kp procrastinating?? itz like so sudden...the other time with my ah ma oso...haix... i tot of the times when i was young,she took care of me...i like gg dnstair to her hse....she wud gimme swts...on shows let me watch...kp pouring orange soft drink gimme drink...suddenly i so miss her... ah ma, u muz rest in peace k......i will oways rem u.... =(

anw...went to the wake...den wa...every1 knew me...bt i duno majority of them la....den all like... 'wa....y u slim dn soo much??' or wa....'u looked darker...' or...'so long nv cya le.....grow so big n tall le ar....??'wahahahaha....so funi....

today whole day wana roar...ROAR~wahahahaha..... den so moody moody...no mood sia....hmmm... wana slp le....ahhahaha...random~ i muz learn to treasure every1... hehehe... =)

randoming ard...

tt day went mum mum with nana @ swensen...hahaha...hmm...tt nite sooooo fun....sooooo funi.... soooo hapi......cos she lame lame de....then ahhh....we r sitting in front of each other,bt we talk to each other thru FB la~she dn wana hear wat i sae de...so bo bian~~the onli time when she 'listens' to me is onli when i talk abt her gan ma...hehehe...bt i oso duno y tt day like so fun...hahaha....hmmm...nana cham le...she gt the same ear prob as me le.....oh no...!!!hehehehehe...bt im sooooo hapi to hv nana as my fren....hahahaha....so random....lol

hmmm....another day went out with dar for dinner.....went creation eat.....hmm...nana intro de....quite nice....nt bad....den dar n brendan gave me a watch for my bday....wow...!!!so hapi...hahaha....then dar sae im her lucky star cos go out with me nia she managed to find all her ting...hahaha...

hmm...sometimes i find why isit so hard to hv my freedom of talking??was it jz me who does nt wan conflict or wat???am i nt a human??y cant i use the word tired ne??or dn i hv the right to sae im tired??y others can sae tt except me??am i nt wkg?or wat?very funny lei...haix....dn i hv the rite to be unhapi?cant i be unhapi??weird lei...every1 hv their own prob de ar....itz nt wat u tink nia ar....i hv so many other stuffs tt none of u noe de ar....so who r u to sae i dn hv the rights??itz my choice ma....

haha...itz time to change my lappie liao...cos my down arrow spoil le....space bar sumtimes oso sotsot....computer oso problematic at times....slow running....haix.... lol....recently received afew vouchers fr diff plc....then oso receive those complimentary treats or wateva fr diff companies...lol...

recently kp watchin nana's gan ma show...eh....dn hv the show liao den guai guai de....muz hv at least 1 show if nt i feel funi....die la~~tink i gona get poisoned le....cham le~~hahaha....aiyo...randoming ard....hahaha....anw....made a new spec liao....hmmm....so nw den i gt my astig degree....my right ear tt one is 400...left one nth much...the person sae dn nit much notice for the left one...diaoz...so i din noe my degree for my left...hahaha....nth much liao....end of my randoming...~~~hehehe

so swt nana....

hahahaha...nth la~jz update update lor...hmm...so 感动!!!cos nana sae wana celebrate my bday w me wor...wahahaha....so happy la~~so swt of her!!haha...gt ppl wana celebrate my bday lei...hahaha...on the 17th...hehehe... yay...!!!!!so 期待!!!den i shy shy den i anyhow talk lor...WAHAHAHHA...diaoz...!!haha... anw...she recently trying to poison me with her gan ma lor!!!hahaha...

anw..i wana watch final destination..!!!since the start to tis part 4,all im a loyal fan!!hahaha... im saddist rite...hahaha....hmm...tis IT show...dn even hv tt $$ to buy the laptop...haix...damn sad...then my mp4 n 5 all spoil...everyday listenin to hp songs...den wait one of these days my hp sure gonez...!!!hahahaha

hmm...recently,been feeling down,down n DOWN sia....unexplanable DOWN!!mayb cos im wking with all the DOWN jackets...tts y so down...hahaha..lame~~recently,i resort to......i reli feel better lei..perhaps cos i reli hated myself a lot a lot,or mayb itz jz a relieve...duno...hehehehe...

today cos of swt nana,n lame ting,den my day nt so bad...hahahaha...very random la~~update another time,cos nw gona go poison myself with nana's gan ma show liao..hehe...tata

suffocated....hahaha

suffocated sia...im having super difficulty in breathing everytime i tink bt it...y cant u ppl gimme sum breathing space....cant u leave me alone ma??can jz leave me alone for a mth or 2??pls....!!! tk it tt i plead with u ppl...................leave me alone....................!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

16 more days....

today nana go taiwan niao..embark on her 11 days trip...hehehe....bt tingting coming bk le...haaha... tmr!!!HOHOHOHO!!!hmm..kept myself so bz today tt time passed soooo quickly...haha...hw nice if everyday is jz like today...hehehe..today sales super bad de wor...at 9+ and itz still a disappointing figure...den suddenly,tis 2 customer came in....in total,bought 4 jackets...hehehe... soo hapi...finally get to hear the diff songs behind...nv hear b4 de...lol...worked till 10pm la...so tired....den stomach cramp...wa...itz killing me~~LOL...okla...nth much to blog lo...hmm... mayb i countdown to national day...heh heh....hmmm...... 16 more days....

LOL......hmmm.....my xiang si bing symptom 1 started liao....flu~~~lol... mayb will celebrate my sick anniversary aft nana's back...hahahaha....

bad habit.....

today abit emoooo...hahaha...lame~~duno wat i talking la... anw...today ar....my arm gt tis tingling pain...wow...den i regret.... since young,i gt tis psychological problem...mayb cos im nt 1 who will reli vent my anger on other tings,mayb tis psychological ting in me happened since tt fateful day...i duno...or mayb cos i dislike myself at the very beginning... i told myself i must stop doin tis to myself,bt sumtime i jz cud nt control...i hafta do tis so tt i will feel relieved...den i will be bk to my normal hapi self..fr top to toe...aft doing,den i start regretting...itz like taking drugs... hahaha...wat an example..hmm...anw...tis ting has been gg on until i hv graduated fr poly... i rem once the ting was on my face..haix...cos i hated her!!i wanted to stop her fr doin wat she was doing...so i did it to myself...den aft tt,i stopped....recently again,aft all accumulation n stuff,i can barely tk it any longer...so i resort to tis again!!!why am i doing tis to myself?seriously...i muz tink of a way to curb tis habit...tis psychological problem....tis kinda way of venting out... wat can i do?im at a lost..

woah...!!sumting er xin happened to me ytd in the toilet...2 cockroaches landed in my pyjamas... ah fat n ah thin....i din noe den i wore my top..den sudd,sth dropped to my feet....the moment i looked,it was a cockroach(ah thin)...it jz crawl past my feet...then i was so scare...so at tt instance,i shook my top again den tis time round,ah fat dropped..!!wa...2 COCKROACHES IN MY TOP?????im so scare of cockroaches n yet they hv contact w my back skin n my feet?? er dao bao la~~walao...hahaha....

anw...nth much to sae la....jz super bored nw....hahaha...gona go slp liao...heh...hp everyting is fine n gd w all my goodie frens n fam!!hehehe

hoping for hugs.....

hopes......hopes for a hug....fr any1....

ice age 3...

hmmm....ytd so down la...cos i saw sum1 who look like... ...then i rem the hurt...then i felt reli emo....hmmm...

to my normal routine life...eh....today off sia...finally get to watch my ice age 3 in 3D..in the past i rem cartoon is watch w dar de...hahaha...nw my dear dar soooo bz...so hard to yue her...so bo bian lor....hahaha....then went seoul garden eat...yumz....bt itz oways said...tts oways sth to pay for aft a nice n enjoyable feast...hahaha....im havin stomach ache...so unwell nw...diarrhoea... walao...hw to go out tmr sia...shall rest then c hw tmr...haix...

hmm...jz wana sae...im reli reli very hapi working w 1 of my dearest fren...more than hapi to wk w her... heh...tho she oways nag nag scold scold sae sae me,still,i LOVE workin w her...hahaha...cos in a way,shes so funi n cute de...oways gt many funi happenings...so the loooong leave she gona tk ar...sure super miss her de...hahaha...mayb to her,im jz a colleague,a staff,bt to me,shes my gd fren..!!haha..piangz...sooo rou ma...diaoz....LOL...n i reli hope tt everyting goes well with Ting....everyting will be fine!!definitely!!!

being random for nw...tempted to get ipod touch,n a HP laptop...hahaha....aiya...i jz love gadgets...LOL...wonders wat hp my parents wana get..hmmm.....hehehehe...

ting to tell myself at the end of the day.....dn oways be unhapi....u muz look on the bright side of life...=)..... .....hopefully!!

wishes came true....

piangz...recently abit emo...abit sian...abit upset...over.... ..... so many tings....haix...wonder why muz it happen tis way.wonder y ppl ard me lidat....wonder why im lidat...wonder n wonder... probably cos im too bored at wk then i start reflecting on myself...start wanting to change myself..change my bad self...i 4eva seems to nt reach my own expectations...am i reli tt bad n lousy?or am i jz expecting too much fr myself?*ponder*

am happy recently...cos each time i pray,it will happen tt way...i hv seen many tings turned out the way i wanted it to be since last time...it reli strengthened my belief..serious!!hahaha...then thr is tis ting tt i prayed for these 1 week or so...am glad tt it came true exactly wat i/sum1 wanted it to be la,tho at the same time,itz a down for me(only)...but still,overall,of course,still super hapi for tt 'someting' la...hp tt all turns well!!hehe.. =) *smilez*

hmm...down la...jz workin alone w himssss jz mk me wana scratch my face n pull my hair sia...WAHAHAHA...then im nt one who will vent out my anger unless i reached my limit la... then i oways gt the 'argh!!jz wana abuse n kill myself ' tt kinda feeling when tt person jz come talkin to me...haiyo...duno wat to sae....hahaha...then i hafta oways remind myself tt being nice to ppl is a blessing..haha...no1 is perfect..lidat then i feel better..!!hahaha..

done liao...gona go slp liao...cos tmr gona mk up stories to entertain myself...boring la...haix... sianz...how nice if i hv a remote control to press next...or jz fast forward my day a lil...haha.. aiya...jz let me fall sick tmr...den aft uncle come i go hm...hehehe...crappie me!!lol...tata

telling ppl hw u feel...n nana funi tings...LOL

these 2 days been laughin n laughing....majority laughing at my dear nana....LOL....oways sooooo kuku,so cute,so funi,so lame,so blur n lastly,so FORGETFUL!!!!!hehehehe....hmm...then so sooo many coincidence stuff happening to her la~eg....sth to do with J...with joshua....n with number 7...hehehe....so funny!!

hmm...today talkin bt telling ppl hw u feel...!!hahaha

often the problem with us is nt tt we dn love tt person,is jz tt we dn sae it out....cos we feel so fake,so awkward and embarrassing to sae all this,n thus,we said nth...hahaha....then we start tellin ourselves 1 of these days we will tell them...bt sumtimes it is jz too late...

words r no substitute for action,and vice versa....certain tings nit to be told n shown...hahaha... sumtimes u do these stuffs n think tt yr fam n frens noes bt it,bt actually they dn....they aren't mind readers....jz as u stroke yr dog,yr loved ones nit to be stroked as well...praise them often,give them a pat on the back,hug them n tell them u love them...ppl can nv get enuf of that stuff..SERIOUS!!!hahaha..im sure tt we all want to be told often......

to ppl whom i care...tis is the ting i wana tell u all....*shy*

i'm hoping u all will read tis...im 1 of these ppl who duno hw to sae tings like i love u,i appreciate u,i care for u etc...n i guess tt i oways assume u know bt it and tt i dn hv to sae it..i find it abit weird,awkward n embarrassed to sae it,so i tend to avoid tellin u hw i feel...the truth is tt i love u all soooo much,n felt lucky to hv u all as my frens....mayb tis may b mushy n unexpected...bt tis is reli wat i wana tell u all fr the bottom of my heart...hehe...hmm....even tho i typed tis out fr my book,i reli meant wat i typed it here....serious...hahaha....i reli reli love,care n appreciate u all as my frens.... =) love ya all!!!

i feel so rou ma sia.....hahahaha....weird~lol

caring n listening..n im reli dying...hahahaha

haix...today superly emo...vented my anger on my finance book!!!LOL....finance lei....crap la...hahaa...jz being random..hehe...hmm..wa...recently,tink i dying.....seriously...my chest area hurts...m stomach digestion super bad.....my back super suan n pain...my leg sum whr above ankle thr super pain...hafta ren ren ren!!!hahahaha...i mean ren the pain...den recently cos of $$ made me so unhapi...haix..pc show ended today then my beloved HP lappie pao tang le...!!sad!!

u noe wat....since tt time,i was so so so tempted to buy ipod touch...hahaha..bt then,i gt mp5 liao ma...so cant waste $$!!haha..bt i dn mind my aunt or parents gimme as bday prezzie...hahaha...bt tink too much la~~lol...hmm...basically,dn hafta waste tis kinda $$ de...hahaha....muz kp telling myself tt!!!hahaha...mp5 spoilt,den 'borrowed' fr hoon jie the mp4 oso spoil..walao...hahaha!!!den 1 hafta go kampong ampat,another hafta go jurong tt business park thr...diaoz...hahaha...worse...!!!watch strap half spoilt..then hafta go the pacific plaza or sth to repair..dotz!!hahahaha....

ok..enuf of my lo soh..!!hahaha...start writing sth fr my book!!hehe...

CARING....

tink of the last time when u talked to sum1,n u had the impression tt they r nt listening or interested in talking to u.do u feel irritated?sure do rite...!!hahaha...

to attract others,we hv to care abt them...when we show tt we r interested in tt person,thr is rarely a problem in keeping the conversation going. when we care,we forgot ourselves..we wun be bothered by 'duno wat to sae nxt...' embarrassment...caring means putting ourselves in other ppl's shoes..to listen to wat they hafta or wana tell u...

LISTENING..

many ppl want to be heard...they r all desperate for sum1 to reli listen to them...nxt time when u r talking to them,take note of whether they reli listen to u...as much as we nit air,food n drink,we oso nit frens who will truly listen to us...

tink bt it...wun u wan ppl to gif u their full attn?sumtimes itz gd to hv sum1 to take the trouble to c life thru yr eyes....u will feel connected with the person,,,hahaha...as ppl r all starving for sum1 to listen to them TOTALLY,u shld oways try to listen with 100% of yr attn,u will become a special person for them...

n yep...i hv oways been trying to gif 100% of my attn to all my frens etc...bt at times,i get distracted...at times i selectively choose ppl to listen to...like to sum ppl i dislike,i wun gif my 100%...come to tink bt it,im quite a bad person ya...haix...hahaha...hmm...i shall work towards caring n listening to all my frens...hehehe....hmm..ok...shall continue the topic another time...

limits of friendship.....

jz finished watching 命中注定我爱你，sucha swt show...hahaha....nt bad la...1 of the taiwan 偶像剧 i quite love it!!hahaha...been wanting to sae tis a looong time ago...hmm..actually,to u all,watz 幸福？to me,itz jz like me,my hubby n my children being tog..haha...we go out tog,eat tog,n do lotsa stuff tog...hahaha...lame rite...hahaha...

i came to realise tt i easily get good frens...wat i meant was tt i tend to tk tt person as my bff so long as tt person treats me well etc...even regardless of whether tt person tk me as a fren anot...hahahaha...very funi me hor...hahaha...hw come ar...sth i cant figure out...hahaha...jz crapping ard la...hahaha...ok..shall start on my lil notes liao..haha...

limits of a friendship.....
-using n abusing friends

as long as tt person is yr real fren,im sure tt they r more willing to help u shld u nit any help...bt do tk note tt ppl may b willing to help,bt they r definitely nt willing to be make used of...friendship n support is a two way traffic...u nit to monitor them closely...haha...

BEING CLOSE TO PPL IS NO EXCUSE TO INSULT THEM!
every1 hv their own DELICATE egos... friendship calls for sensitivity and tact. familiarity is fine and wonderful. But let's beware of offending. I may be yr friend,bt if i repeatedly joke abt yr looks and question yr intelligence,you'll soon look elsewhere for company. No matter hw close a friendship,thrs always room for tact.

so rem,dn mk use of ppl who treat u well....instead,appreciate them well...hahaha....eh...n thrs oways a limit to jokes....dn tk it for granted..even if the person is a miss/mr good temper,thrs still 1 day when they will explode...hahaa... sayin ppl,regardless of appearance,looks,size,or anyting,do noe when to stop...if u dn wish to lose the friend of yrs....hahaha...

flying BFF....

so scary la....ytd gt 1 flying BFF of mine come find me....my superhero saved the day for me....hahaha...then today,thx to my dear nana curse,her flying bff came looking for me again...and once again,another hero saved the day...hoho..heng ar...hehe

hmm...today is quite a tedious day lor....ppl kp askin me lotsa stuff.....better nt to reveal anyting here...then i kept a distance fr the person the whole day...LOL...then today is nana's 1st day in taiwan niao..wonder hw is she sia?is she doing fine thr??haha...nth much la...jz wana post my flying BFF comin to find me for 2 days...er dao bao!!hahaha....

pls stop coming can?tho u r my bff,bt i hv nv liked u!!!argh...!!!

ytd my baobei,xue lian called me..so surprised..bt im nt tt kind like to talk on the phone de,then nth to talk lor...she jz do the talkin,i do the 'ya..ah...hannor....stuff...'LOL....reli muz find 1 day catch up la,since tt day we cant mk it...haix...hahahaha...huggies my dear baobei...heh

nana bday prezzie

today im nt emo....yet fr my facial expression ppl tink im...bt today im truely jz bored,slpy n sian...bt nt at all emo...hmm....hw do i go abt changin my bored,slpy expression w/o the emo composition in it?hahaha...anw...nana received her bday prezzies fr us liao...hmm...she nv sae anyting la..bt i reli reli reli hope tt she will like the stuffs we gave her...i mean hope itz the tings she like....hmm...ok...start my article reading reflection now..hehe...

being loved...

read an article regarding loving yr family n friends....loving every1 who is around u....loving those who eva hurt u....loving those ppl who dn love u.....itz quite a meaningful inspirational story la...bt too lazy to type the whole story dn...hmm....bt fr tis,i hv learnt a lot.....

tog with the above topic,i hv oso read sth tt reli mk me wana change my directions of love...hehe...

waiting for someone.....

this article is talkin bt making the 1st move..dn oways expect ppl to mk the move...thr is this paragraph i wana share....hehe

'to avoid disappointment,form frenship w/o expecting anyting in return.Do tings for others w/o demands,and you'll never be disappointed.some ppl will return favour and affections,and some wun. If u care for ppl because u wan to,and not because u expect sth back,u wun feel crushed shld they fail to return a thought or a favour. the universe is fair n just. if u r giving out care and affection,gd tings will come back to u...'

hmm...i hv always hoped to receive ppl's love n teng...i wanted my family love,my frens teng ai...like ppl im close with,or shld sae,i felt im close with...hahahaha...hmm...i hv oways hope for la...tho...tho....i knew itz abit impossible...so a long time ago,i told myself nt to expect anyting back...tts y nw i reli dn mind la...i dn mind giving all my love to my fam n frens...without any appreciations(admit at times i still do hope tt thr is sum appreciation la...im afterall,still a human...)haha..

i wana GIVE FRIENDSHIP to my frens w/o expecting anyting in return...hmm....i felt tt i hv alr done tt la...tho sumtimes i still do err...bt i will try my very best...i wan my frens to believe tt i treat them well n with love are all fr the bottom of my heart...i wana prove fr my actions.... i reli hope tt u all will be happy oways.....i meant overall....i oso will work towards being hapi as well..

hugs

today gona talk abt the topic on hugs....hehehe...

hugging is healthy!!every1 nit to be touched,and often..but sometimes ppl jz fear rejection (jz like me),so we dare nt hug our dearest frens n family....hugging lift depressions,enabling body's immunization to tune up(so nana,redoxon is nt enuf..u nit our hug,esp mine!!come ba!!)wahahaha....it mks u our tired body feel better and younger.

so,get yr hug in the morning,in the aftn,at dinner n best 1 b4 bed...LOL....of course,thr mayb ppl sayin tt-'im nt the hugging kind...'but it is still possible to become 1....(i will always welcome any1 of u....hehehe...i love hugs a lot....whether itz giving or taking....i dn mind...) u dn hv to hug every1,bt u nit to let it out sumwhr or rather....hehe

so rem,when yr down,hapi,emo or wateva,look for yr closest frens n gif them a hug.....HAHA.... hmm...anytime,anywhr.....n dn eva reject them shld any1 hug u..it jz shows tt they like u,n wants yr hug...LOL...being hugged is a blessing,hugging sum1 is sort of a relieve of emotions as well...hehe...junie loves hug...!!

wat a off day...

woah....today then i realised tt i wun be working w nana for so many days....hmm....sun-wed...then aft tt 23-30th...aiyo....soooooo many days wor....sadded.....haha....

today whole day watchin dvd...hehe....tink tmr aft wk i sure finish the disc liao...cos tmr claim hr ma....then im left with 1 disc nia....woohoo~~hahaha....i so like nana gan ma in the opera wear....ahahha...

today went popular look for sth bt cant find...in the end bought sth else...diao rite...hahaha...then went NTUC buy sum stuff..LOL...

bt duno y,my flu jz cant go away...bt by tmr,sure to recover...hahaha....off day flu....diaoz....

hmm....recently so lazy to update..oso nth to update...so in the end,i jz try to be reli random la...paisey ya...LOL..shall put sum psychological test here...hehe....

你是个值得信任的人吗？

Qn：你和几个朋友在吃火锅时，你会？

A：只煮自己爱吃的料
B：默默的吃，没料时就等别人煮
C：一边加料，一边招呼大家尽量吃
D：只挑自己爱吃的，吃完了也不会主动添加

选择：
A：为人正直，爽快的你最讨厌偷鸡摸狗，耍暗算等小人行径，朋友有任何困难你绝对会相顶到底，不过全身上下都很可靠的你唯独嘴巴不牢靠，一些秘密被你知道后，大概不出三天，便会成为街头巷尾的‘通人知’的消息了.

B: 心思细腻敏感的你在朋友眼中是拥有‘读心术’的神人，许多心事都难逃你的法眼。而你除了是名敬责的倾听者，也是个保密者，让朋友非常放心对你吐露秘密。

C：社会经历丰富的你让人觉得可靠，什么事拜托你准没错。不过实际重利的你在帮助别人之前会再三衡量，自己能从中获得什么好处？或是对方的事情跟自己的利益是否有冲突，给人感觉有点世故，不够诚恳。

D：精明谨慎的你是个相当值得信任的对象，朋友若有任何秘密被你知道了也不怕，因为你是个非常守口如瓶的八卦终结者，永远是只听不说，旁人根本就别妄想能从你嘴里掏出任何秘密。

so....which one are u?r u a trustworthy person??hehehe....

random me!!hehe

hmm...nth interesting to update la..recently bz watchin show show n showsssssss...hehe...tt day nana n me tk bus home tog...she 'send' me hm wor....hehe...hmm..anw....i wana watch night at the museum 2....any1 wana pei me watch??LOL

ok...being random here...so...ps ar..hehe..nana lend me watch zha bo xun an n fan li hua....i like those shows...n currently,watchin another of her gan ma show...hahaha...nt bad too...hoho.....

recently ar...i duno was it me or was it the person la...i find tt tis person very weird...the way they talk ar...very sarcastic....hmm.....resembling sum1...haix...mayb itz jz me....hahaha.....

anw nana....b hapi hapi hapi oki!!hehe...hugz...

if onli i can leave............

ytd so emo...today felt light hearted...hahha....piao piao ran~~WAHAHAHAHAHAHA...crappy again....hahaha....ahems....actually trying to crap a lot cos nana sae she like crabs ma.....so i practising to become a crab(crap actually) master...LOL.....LAMES~~

hmmm......talking bt swine flu...to be serious,i reli forgot wat H and N stand for in the influenza viral grping...sad sia...studied so much in sch....yet sth so simple i forgot!!!!damn~~~hahaha....

H5 stands for the fifth of several known types of the protein hemagglutinin.
N1 stands for the first of several known types of the protein neuraminidase.

searched online then finally got the ans i wanted...woohoo~~hehehe...if nt tonite cant slp sia...
oohh....so itz a RNA virus....(which i hv forgotten)...hahaha...bla!!!wana be thicked skin again...wana ask kylie for uni notes and ask dar for notes too...poly de...LOL...hmm....recently cos bz watchin shows then nv update....aft i finished watchin le will update ya..hehe... =p

ai xin ji dan fr nana.....=)

hmm....today 'quite' busy la...haha...as compared to normal days...lol....hmm....then ar...served tis customer for a very very very loooooooooooooooooooooooonnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnggg time sia....reli testing how patient im...LOL...hmmm....anw...the main ting i wana sae is....today soooo happy.....hahaha....

the above is jz an ordinary fried eggie to u rite...haha...bt to me ar....is known as 'ai xin ji dan'...cos is nana fried de....she fried then got my share lei...so swt la....no wonder whole day warm warm de la...~~hehe...(mayb oso cos aircon nt coold enuf..)hahaha...so swt...hehe...thx nana... =)

nw watchin the show nana lend me..eh...女巡按n another show...forgot the title...haha...started watchin niao...hehe...eh....hmm....till nw watchin ep 4....quite nice sia...so comical...so cute...hehehe....okok...shall continue watchin niao...come online actually is jz to blog abt my 'ai xin ji dan' from nana de...WAHAHAHAHHAA....tata...

outing with dar....

today met up with dardar la...aft sooooooooo looooooong....lol.....hmm....went soup spoon or sth thr drink soup...big big bowl de....very bloated.....haaha...clam chowder dn taste very nice...n itz dar's treat again...she oways fighting w me to pay la..!!!!!!argue on the phone n threatened to nt mit me if i treat...grrr~~hahaha....din tk photo la...cos dar sae c my cam remind her of her sad stuff...lol....then we shop ard...went coach n dardar haolian her coach purse or sth...hahaha.. nola....jz showing me...haha...then went msq sit sit thr lor...drank starbucks...slack thr....talk talk talk.....sisters talk....LOL....

accompany her to the mrt stn....took train w her...hehe...at the train stn,tis guy came to me n hi....tink is sum1 i knew bt i dn rem hu he is....imagine i still hafta act act noe him lor...paisey dao~~still muz jiajia....tho i suspect is my poly junior...duno lei...forgotten...~~cos dar oso dn rem him....hmmm.....then dar n i took sum pics tog lo....heh...

gave dar n fam sum keychains n a chop n makan....hahaha....when she went hm,she thanked me...for even giving her a live beetle...i hv no idea when the beetle were inside the bag...cos when i jz plc the food in the bag,thr isn't any..LOL....anw..forgotten to sae,'yr welcome dar.....'..hehe..hoho...LOL...

today whole day ar...finished another disc of gui zhang fu...gona continue disc 3 nw....yeah!!!tts all folks...

taiwan trip day 2....part 1.....

today is our second day in taiwan....we packed up,left the hotel n continued our journey....in btn i kept slpin in the coach..so unsure of watz happening...when i woke up,i heard sth bt 'bin lang' stuff....heard n heard of it,bt nv c the real one b4....so.....the tour bus past by one on purpose to show us...n yupz...elephant bought the 'bin lang' for us to try...hoho....lets c....

the above shows the 'bin lang' girl...haha...dressed skimpily....

this is the bin lang le la...hahaha...hard hard de...hahaha...

when we started eating,this is hw our facial expression look like...WAHAHAHA....bitter dao~~~ itz like chewing gum....aft chewing for 20-30 times,u spit out the juice then cont bitting...then aft sum time,u felt a kinda warmth fr yr neck up...hahaha....

then we proceed on to 'sun moon lake'...haha...warm weather...hahaha...nt as cold as wat nana sae...haha...aiya...weather changes...hehe...bt very nice scenery...hoho....

me n nana.......

then we went to the peacock garden....go thr of course is to c peacock la...HAHA...

we proceed to the temple...haha...took sum pics thr...ate the mountain pig sausage....hahaha...

pics again...hehe

bought sum handmade accessories thr....hahaha....to be continued part 2....

taiwan trip day 2....part 2.....

we went to the paper factory...c the process of them making all diff kinda papers....lol...

pics lor...hahaha....

pls treasure every pc of paper....haha

over thr,i made a paper fan...cos too ugly,so dn wana post la..shy....WAHAHAHA...nola...nv tk pic of it...

then our last stop was leisure farm....tt is whr our accommodation were...flowery,insecty n swanie plc...WAHAHAHA...

us eating our dinner....hahaha....'flower eat...'we ate flowers....

an eg was the flower handroll la....i reli duno hw to appreciate the taste la....hahaha....weird...~~

we had tis lil art craft....design our own keychain...LOL

that marks the end of our 2nd day....hahaha....ps ya...lazy to update a lot...hahaha...so roughly lo...hahaha

cai cai ni shi shui 1....

wat a weekend....so lil ppl...so boring...so sian...so slpy...lol...ppl guess my age as below 20....bt i realised hor...im like a auntie la...nag nag nag nag nag....haha...sadded...sound soooo old la...sobx...hahaha...so boring la...ting went bk malaysia...no sot sot ppl ard..haha.left 1 ccl everyday doing the same ting to me..poke me..push me....wu liao dao~ haha..


lazy to upload photos n stuff...so decided to do wu liao stuff...~~~n watchin gui zhang fu nw..hehe...so sad la....i cry cry cry....then sumhw the emo feel in me became better...at least my feelings nt all bottled up in my heart...itz like released fr my tears..haha...read the 10 promises to my dog story oso cried...diao~~recently so emo la..anw..the show i finished 1 disc le..hehe...finished 7 episodes...wana continue bt scare tmr tired sia...so shall stop....aim to finish another disc tmr..cos the nxt day off..hehe..whee~~

ok...jz being bored here...eh...i knew sum1 whom i find so cute de...haha...very noti...bu ting hua one...haha...aft saying so much,still like to 'bleah' me one...haha...mk me feel so old n she so young...haiyo...at 1st,i tot shes sum1 very serious de...haha...to tink at times ar...the small kid in her 'activated...' WAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHA....so nt her la...haha...i feel sumtimes like so playful lidat..LOL...bt fun la...at least more 'le qu' n fun ma...haha...can u guess hu u r??WAHAHAHA...
CLUE:once u r used to,u will find her quite gd...sum1 whom i felt outside hard hard..inside actually soft soft one...occasional oso WILL crap de...then...lidat lo..sum1 whom i wud respect n at the same time,is my gd fren...LOL...(based on my own feeling nia...)

P.S.: more human guesses coming up...eh...if im reli bored...WHAHAHAHA

sth i duno if i shld regret or not....

today,the whole day,my mind was kept occupied...occupied by a number of tings....by $$...by family....by friends....by age....by studies.....by job......by many many other stuff...

as i hv mentioned earlier,i wish to hv a loving fam...i wish to hv siblings....recently rather troubled by money...nt tt i hv nt enuf $$ la...jz frustrated...life w/o $$ wud restrict u a lot....u cant go to yr dream plc...cant hv yr dream stuff....perhaps cos we hv stay in sucha advance plc tt lead us to be rather materialistic....like in those developing countries,im sure wat they wan is to hv a shelter over their head n kp their stomach full...itz the environment i guess...

then i tot of my studies....yupz....ppl tell me i shld study in mdis or psb...sum sae if i possible,itz better to go bk aussie to study...sum tell me wats the use of studyin?i hv got many diff types of feedbacks fr diff ppl...seriously,in my current situation,i reli duno wat i shld do...im so confused n lost now...i hope to continue studying...i hope to at least attain a degree..im nt young anymore...

come to tink abt it,i duno wat life wud be if my grandma din pass away,n im still in aussie studying...perhaps i would hv been planning to further my degree to honours...perhaps i wud hv tot to apply PR thr...probably i wud hv found my mr right thr..hehe...

to mk myself nt feel tt emo n sianz......tinking on the bright side of life is gd...at least i wun be alone in aussie nw,missing singie all the time....then i din go bk,i continue workin at wintertime...made great friends....get to noe tingting well.....noe jiaying,how eng ccl they all....recently got to noe sum1 fr my sch...a senior...hehe...quite a gd chap...thx to von la....!!!LOL...then to me la...at least i hv nana as my friend...nt tt shes nt my fren initially...jz tt i gt to noe her more...which is gd la..hohoho...itz diff ppl's feel ba...like to her is nth,bt to me,i hv another gd fren...hehe...

job is another factor im considering....a past attachment colleague told me CGH looking for ppl...yupz...bt the ting is pay wud be much lower....nt far fr my current pay....she say la...then the more impt ting is,if i reli wana go,i muz start studyin n preparing lor...cos tink i hv forgotten 7788 of my medical stuff liao...muz refresh my memory la..haha...then bk at wintertime,wun stay at suntec for looong le...wonder whr i wud b transferred to??*ponders*

taiwan trip day 1......part 2....

As we continue,we went to the zoo portion of the theme park...?!!ahahaha....then the 1st ting we saw was 2 flamingo 'muackz muackz-ing...'...so 'high' sia....WAHAHAHAHA.....

kissing flamingo...muackz muackz muackz....

me n the red indian guy???LOL...my new taiwan bf....hohoho

After tt we went fong jia night mkt la...had our dinner thr....

1st time im exposed to tis kinda 'ye shi'

look at the queue......itz sumting tts reli popular at that mkt....itz........

'big sausage wrap round small sausage'...

we wana try,so we went to line up for it...i lined up for the orange sign board de,n ting lined up for the red sign board de.....they r nxt to each other...n they r competitors...LOL...*shivers* reli cold la....haha....i still act strong....LOL

bought lotsa food bk to the hotel...eh...like smelly tou fu,'big sausage wrap round small sausage',fried golden mushies,guo tie bla bla...hehe....yums......slurp...~~~

yupz...tt marks the end of day 1....n marks the beginning of fat fat us.....hehe....

taiwan trip day 1......part 1....

first..b4 i begin,*tututututu* the above are sum menu on the list at aladdin restaurant..yupz....great for ppl who love meaty....hehe...

ok...let us begin our day 1 itinerary...we stayed a nite at ccl's plc....left her plc at bt 6am.....din reli slp much la....ting n nana nv slp at all..me n ccl slept...LOL....then we arrived at the airport....

we at ccl plc ready to 出发~~~~~~

im still so slpy emo-eeeee n ting still so awake....hehe...

tis is our tour guide.....ELEPHANT....hahaha......talked a lot....increase our knowledge loads....thanks to him.....

we 4 standing at leofoo village...fr left.. junie,tingting,nana n ccl..

the wintertime ppl........hehe......

nana n her 白马王子...hahaha.....the sengs n bengs.....*oopz....* bleah...!!! =p

wa...xiao ao fei ying or sth....nt for the weak-heart....i din take tis ride....as u noe la...ppl my age cant tk tis ride...wait heart stop....*DANGER*....hehe

me n ting's 1st ride....sum train tingie....

me n ting took tis viking lookalike...bt it go 360......hai hao la.....haha...my heart still can tk it...hehe...

me n ting ah....huggies.....cold cold...LOL

me n nana....cold cold too....LOL

sum other rides...hehe....all nv take....LOL

taken at the aladdin plc....haha...hope by touching ,the genie can grant me 3 wishes....hehe

an overview of the magical world of aladdin....hoho

me,nana n ting on the adventure of the flying carpet...wheeeeeee~~~

me n ting on the flying carpet....flyin in mid air...LOL

shall continue another day for day 1 part 2....hehe