i miss the old times....

woah..i cant believe it...thru facebook,not onli i managed to find sum of my pri sch frens,i even found my pri sch best fren..oh dear...i miss her loads...u noe..since P1,we were very good fren...my mum likes her a lot(other than natalie)...i wud stay over at her plc,we skate,swim,eat etc etc tog...n then,i was reli close w her sis as well...sonia(if i din spell wrongly)hahaa...GABY....!!ahh..im so so so surprised...n nw u r in NZ..woohoo~~we r reli near each other...i lose yr phone number tts y hard to contact ya..IF onli IJ toa payoh accepted me,we would b in the same sch,same class...awwww....sobx...

and to my surprise...she got a son...turning 3 tis coming feb...oooo....tings reli changed soooo much...hahaha...her son is reli cute n adorable..n she changed so much...i cud nt even recognise her...shes gg bk sing soon..yep yep yep!!reli excited n hapi..hoho...then i saw olivia,one of my pri sch clicks too..hahaha..seriously,we shall mit up as a grp wor..im getting reli reli excited...hahaha...shu fang...every1...woohoo~~hahaha...wow...cud nv finished talking...

aft my exams r over...wat i did was spend spend SPEND...bo $$ alr la...sadded..hahaha...went out everyday...buy stuff...jz paddys...n i spent abt 80 bucks...n last nite chiong a jap drama,lair game...woohoo~~itz a reli nice show..haha..me n weiie lik er.....dn nit to slp wor..hahaha...today went to a pub for breakfast...then went glebe mkt...reli nice stuff...followed by mkt city n lastly, we went to circular quay..the mkt thr....VERY VERY nice...all the artie stuff...all the bags,pendants etc...very nice...wow...if onli i hv $$$...hahaha...we went to 'pancakes on the rock' for dinnner...wah...we shld jz eat pancakes thr..reli nice..BUT NOT THE STEAK...kena cheated...bcame a laughing stock for weiie,fi fi,n her 2 bros...argh!!!@#$%^&...hahaha...my mouth actually cramped..diao...took afew pics...bt shall update sum other days...lazy...hehehe...yeah..ok..shall go watch drama liao..tata

exams r over...woohoo~~

hmm..i duno was it me tinking too much or wat..i jz find tings reli change le..reli change le..i hv no idea wat is gg on..felt so far away fr a close fren..duno hw to describe tho..n the worse ting is...i duno is i change or u change...i cant figure it out...totally lost n confused...watz happening nw???hmm...all along i tot long distance frenship is fine(nt r/s ma)haha..like norm kinda stuff...bt tink it all changed...many ppl..many tings...i reli duno tis sem i go bk is the rite ting...im scare i will feel weird n left out here...at 1st i anticipated so many stuff...w so many ppl...bt nw i reli feel tt i shld nt hv anticipated much..i duno wat to sae...haix...suan le...forget abt it...prob itz me being bad mood ba...wateva..~~

anw..im hapi...cos i hv finished my last paper today...woohoo~~it was so interesting...i was the 1st to leave..then i hv no choice bt to walk all the way to the front...then so paisey...every1 is lookin at me lo..sum even w their mouth open...reli tt kua zhang lo...i was tinking..they xian mu me...cos im the 1st to... ....... ......... FREEDOM~~wahaha..their expressions...reli cute...bt mk me reli paisey...

sayin abt exam...for today's paper...thx goodness i studied hard for HIV lo..1 of my qn abt tt lo...the ones i din study v hard all landed in MCQ..like cancer,pharmacology qns.,myocardiac infarction n ischaemia...hahaha...n all the STD,stap,strep etc microbes..i din study reli hard for tt..heng ar...hahaha...hapi...lol...im contented with my 40% components for all subj...n reli hapi for the 60% component cos im confident tt most paper i wud score ok...TINK i shld b able to get credit for all ba...IF my cohort nt every1 score well la..cos they gt scaling ma...if scaling then dangerous..WAHAHA..

i realised tt fr their 1st grade to 6th grade n high sch....they hv alr learnt a lot of wat i started learning in poly lo..sadded...hahaha...

hmm...hw shld i conclude...my papers were quite ez...esp the short ans qns...the MCQ r the harder ones...lol...yep...i din type wrongly....MCQ...the stress lvl nt tt high wor...so unlike singapore..wahaha...i planned to go afew plc..bt duno lei...haix..duno la...hmm...recently gt bullied again..sian...duno wat to do...haix...i miss u all..hahaha...then again...i anticipate in gg out w von n boo..wahaha..so hapi...like my 1st few yue hui...lol...

ok la...shall end here...go play my ds le...woohoo~~~n watch dvds....liar game...all the jap drama...chinese drama...yeah!!!wahahaha...

changes.....

hmm...i realised tings changed...even a frenship...hmm..bt it jz change...so itz nt jz bgr..frenship do change too...for long distance frenship...hahaha..hmm..ok...i hv bought for myself a DS lite today...was considering to get psp or ds..cos i like psp a lot too..hmm...psp more ex...dn tink i can afford la..so i got the ds bundle..the console,tog w a ratatouille game,n a 4in 1 pack for A$219...duno worth anot...wanted to ask von...bt too late le...cos i cant wait le..went to buy today..hahaha...planned to buy my sims,mario n sum brainy games..bt ren..certain games can wait till me go bk then buy..cheaper ma..lol...few more days..woohoo~~hehe..

bt end up,today din accomplished much...went shopping n makan..then slack at hm....wana study de..bt fi sudd tell me tt our hse gt maggots..waliu!!heng is nt my week of cleaning then kena..oopz...HAHAHA...hmm..2 more paper to go...then shuang le...can look ard...play ard..etc...lol..hopefully by tmr i can finish studyin..then sun shall go gloria jeans to dl shows n revise..lazy go sch la..haha..sure noisy..

i sumhw got the feeling when i go hm,i wun feel comfy..envir,everyting..wud b different...sure like cant fit in..wahahaha..yeah..tings change..i hafta accept tt fact...i duno...wana sae sth de..bt 4gt le...wahaha..

anw...sydney uni so proud tt in the world ranking,the rank went up fr 38th to 31st..hahaha...so kuku...tis year...woohoo~~sumtime it jz sound so good tt u r studyin at a prestigious uni...world ranking so high sum more...shuang~~haha..im nt tryin to show off here k..dn wu hui...hahaha...

mabel mama gg to brisbane nxt sem..late jan...awww...bt i planned to go during my winter hol..go c her is the reason..(bt the main one is hol..heh heh heh)...hmm..oso hv the plan to go gold coast w booboo n her boy??hahaha..duno..shall plan when i returned..okla...nth much to sae for nw..go mope mope...wahahha...tata

sianz...

HAHA~~hmm..whr shld i start???guess why im here??cos i cud not study...im left with a day now,n here im,blogging n wasting my time away...when im home,nth works for me..i cud nt concentrate...sianz...hafta piah tmr man...hmm...today paper was alright i supposed...for a scale of 80 marks,i expect to score at least a 60...the MCQ is tricky..i kena tricked a few times...heng i checked..lol...anw..managed to find carriageworks,i tailed a classmate of mine..hoho..oopz...

hmm...jz 1 paper down,n i hv the feeling tt my exams r over...shitz man!!haha...bt i planned to slp nw,SLEEP NW(singapore time:740pm)and wake up early tmr,go me hse dnstair enjoy a sumptuous breakie b4 i start wk in the lib.i specially love gg burkit-ford lib instead of medical or fisher lib..itz so quiet,nice..hahaha..near to my coffee area too!!hahaha..hopefully i cud finished by tmr nite,then wed morn shall test myself,b4 gg for exams...my paper is at 3pm,tts y i cud afford to do tt..hahaha...

anw..today i felt so pc..i was sitting rite at the front(apparently,im the last student) and the invigilators walked around loudly...bt when they tok to u,they whisper..u cant even hear wat they saying..humph!!hahaha..anw..recently it rained everyday...n guess wat...the weather is sooo cold...18degrees..piang~~i shiver like kuku nw...we r nv satisfied,,,hmm..when i hv temp gg up to 28-30 degrees,i wud wish for lower temp....nw tt i hv lower temp,i wana it bk up to 20+++ degree...human like me are such greedy n nv-satisfying ppl...hahaha...tts whr lies 1 of my imperfection...my horoscope saes i muz b perfect..bt we r nv perfect except God,my saviour,my best friend,my confidant,sum1 hu is 4eva thr for me..heex...

well well...shall stop toking so much le...i hafta go mit my zhou gong liao...hes waiting for a chess kaki..hoho..tata....

aussie comercial

here is another kuku commercial abt sony handycam..LOL..

stress ar~~

oooo....im getting really breathless as days go by...everytime during exams i felt tt way,ppl tell me itz stress..bt consciously,i dn feel a ting...tt breathless feeling reli xin ku..v tight chest...hmm...anw..recently im high on caffeine...i drank many cups of coffee daily...tink my BBB too good...dn allow stuff to get in,bt i jz wan it to b permeable to my caffeine..to kp me awake...haiyo...hw man???counting dn...1 more day to prepare for micro exam...dread tt day to come man...hahaha...

i tink im putting too much pressure on myself...i force myself to study all 4 units tis week,n i din mk it..it makes me reli unhapi...nw im forcin myself to rem every single word in the lec notes on micro...of course n understand...bt apparently,other than immune system,the rest is memorise..haa...at 1st reli angry w myself...feelin sleepy,cant breathe well,cant get into my head the stuff..so distracted...kp telling myself tt if i dn score,im not gona reward myself aft the exams...then i bcome better at rememberin stuff,bt more breathless..hahaha...bt tts the onli way to mk myself rem..hahaha..

reli wana score well...hw man??if i cant score,i wud be disappointed w myself,my parents will scold me badly as well..hw??sobx..wana tok to sum1...bt no1 i cud tok to...im jz so stress ar...haix..bt i miss the times when bren came over to my hse to study tog..hw fun n nice..hahaha..reminds me of many stuff as well...studied in sch lib..etc etc..hahaha..anw...i kp seein tis korean classmate of mine everyday..wahahaha..den we like...hey..u again...hahaha..etc..so kuku...her rxn reli big lo...hahaha...

waiting anxiously for gd tings to happen...wonder when??hahaa...anw...i wana either get ds lite or psp...any suggestion which is better???WAHAHAHA..ok...gona go slp le..tmr gg sch lib piah all the way..guess tmr i hafta drink at least 3-4 large cups of coffee..bt reli scare i will shake..caffeine ma..hmm..hw man??hahaha..nah..nth much le..tata...

how time flies~~

HAHA...changed song again...LOL...oh man oh man!!im undergoing a emotionally unstable period...exams time....itz so freaky...sumhw im confident tt i hv studied liao,bt then again,im scare...looking at my 40% coursework grade,im getting more stress each day..kp getting back more n more results fr everyting,prac reports,quizzes,prac exam,assessment etc..i hv good n unexpected results for most,bt the overall din add up to my expectations...onli 1 module i got 32% out of 40%, another module i gt 27% out of 40%..yuck!!i aim for 30 n above...ohno!!im so stress up nw..went to sch to study everyday,bt seems to me tt im lacking each day...perhaps i pushed too hard on myself...nxt wk i hv 2 paper,bt im forcing myself to study all 4 modules...im reli reli freaking out...my results...itz so haix...i wan more fr myself...felt so SLOW now..like im so laggin behind my classmates...i noe im not..bt i jz got tt feeling...tink is to demoralise myself more..im always lidat...hahaha..SIAO~~

recently go to sch,kp meeting my korean sch n classmates,n saw ryo...hahaha...so kuku..we talked..no matter hu i met with,bt after that,i cudn't study anymore...lol...sadded...anw..my 10days b4 i go hm,im gona go many places...lol...hv fun!!!hmm..i jz wana go bk nw...tis moment..bt when the moment i hv the tot tt im stayin at my OWN hm,slpin at the living rm,it mks me so SIAN!SIAN!!SIAN!!!haix..dn feel like gg bk nw...bt i reli miss my frens...hahaha...reli duno wat to do man!!dear dear!!hahaha

another reason i dn wana go bk is cos i gona miss all the good show...HOUSE...SO U TINK U CAN DANCE (aussie),SIMPSON,FUTURAMA,ARE U SMARTER THAN A 5TH GRADER,n all the FRI, SAT n SUN MOVIES..sianz~~hahaha..bt then again,u cant hv the best of both world...hafta sacrifice 1..HAHA..okla...i jz dn wana study tts y im here happily bloggin away..lol..gona go mug nw...(daydream i supposed)WAHAHA..BORING~~