life in singapore....

phew!!im back home...hahaha...so long din update blog le lo...lol...i noe tt....eva since i came back,lazy lo...plus nw work..worse....anw..me working at wintertime at suntec nw...free drop by visit visit me lo...i got soooo many stuff to tok about....mayb shall juz summarise...heh

ok...abt mitting up with frens....met up with xuan n ping once...bren oso once....boo past by wintertime tt day...lol...then she came in c me...so touched...heh...when mitting??fri can ma?lol...

worked in wintertime...so hapi...gif good svr...hapi customers...hapi me...hapi colleagues...hmm...reli bz lo...hahaha...i like the plc thr...cos the ppl thr la...of course not all la...first wud b peilin...hahaha...worked in mb with her b4...easily tickled girll...so cute...WAHAHA..then new colleagues bixuan,naza,vincent,ascca,jiangsheng(derek)..then eileen n henry n elna..knew them b4 le la..hahaha...then the ding ding da min de SIMON..wahaha..funi guy...no wonder every1 like him la..lol..

n lastly,wan teng..shes the ger i wana tok more abt...cos shes reli diff fr wat i tot she is..at 1st when i was working at mb,i knew her la..very stranger la..nth to tok...then hu noe,nw me wk at WT,she same as me wor..transfer thr la..hahaha...then we almost work tog everyday lo...our off days oso very similar..1 mth wun c her for 3-4 days onli lo..ok..cut tings short..i find her reli cute la..hmm...quite like her lo...BTH her de lo..disturb me..hahaha...bt had much much fun working with her la...last time i tot she fierce fierce..then she look older than me...bt in fact,shes onli 20..lol..another lil sis of mine..WAHAHA..nt bad ger la..days w/o her no fun..cos nobody to joke joke tok tok to me...hahaha...got chance post her photo...lol..

recently bought 1 mp3....reli love the mp3 loads lo..hahaha...then watched vcd shows during off days...hahaha...if nt helped pack up my stuff la...hmm...i tot of renting a rm wor...cos here no plc to slp le...duno hu wana rent to me??hahaha..go back tamp ma??hmm...*ponders*wahahaha...

time reli changed stuff..many many stuff...dn wish to tok much here...duno hw man..hais...c 1st ba...end of update....update sum time lata ba..heh..gg to slp n prepare for tmr battle le...tata...

i miss the old times....

woah..i cant believe it...thru facebook,not onli i managed to find sum of my pri sch frens,i even found my pri sch best fren..oh dear...i miss her loads...u noe..since P1,we were very good fren...my mum likes her a lot(other than natalie)...i wud stay over at her plc,we skate,swim,eat etc etc tog...n then,i was reli close w her sis as well...sonia(if i din spell wrongly)hahaa...GABY....!!ahh..im so so so surprised...n nw u r in NZ..woohoo~~we r reli near each other...i lose yr phone number tts y hard to contact ya..IF onli IJ toa payoh accepted me,we would b in the same sch,same class...awwww....sobx...

and to my surprise...she got a son...turning 3 tis coming feb...oooo....tings reli changed soooo much...hahaha...her son is reli cute n adorable..n she changed so much...i cud nt even recognise her...shes gg bk sing soon..yep yep yep!!reli excited n hapi..hoho...then i saw olivia,one of my pri sch clicks too..hahaha..seriously,we shall mit up as a grp wor..im getting reli reli excited...hahaha...shu fang...every1...woohoo~~hahaha...wow...cud nv finished talking...

aft my exams r over...wat i did was spend spend SPEND...bo $$ alr la...sadded..hahaha...went out everyday...buy stuff...jz paddys...n i spent abt 80 bucks...n last nite chiong a jap drama,lair game...woohoo~~itz a reli nice show..haha..me n weiie lik er.....dn nit to slp wor..hahaha...today went to a pub for breakfast...then went glebe mkt...reli nice stuff...followed by mkt city n lastly, we went to circular quay..the mkt thr....VERY VERY nice...all the artie stuff...all the bags,pendants etc...very nice...wow...if onli i hv $$$...hahaha...we went to 'pancakes on the rock' for dinnner...wah...we shld jz eat pancakes thr..reli nice..BUT NOT THE STEAK...kena cheated...bcame a laughing stock for weiie,fi fi,n her 2 bros...argh!!!@#$%^&...hahaha...my mouth actually cramped..diao...took afew pics...bt shall update sum other days...lazy...hehehe...yeah..ok..shall go watch drama liao..tata

exams r over...woohoo~~

hmm..i duno was it me tinking too much or wat..i jz find tings reli change le..reli change le..i hv no idea wat is gg on..felt so far away fr a close fren..duno hw to describe tho..n the worse ting is...i duno is i change or u change...i cant figure it out...totally lost n confused...watz happening nw???hmm...all along i tot long distance frenship is fine(nt r/s ma)haha..like norm kinda stuff...bt tink it all changed...many ppl..many tings...i reli duno tis sem i go bk is the rite ting...im scare i will feel weird n left out here...at 1st i anticipated so many stuff...w so many ppl...bt nw i reli feel tt i shld nt hv anticipated much..i duno wat to sae...haix...suan le...forget abt it...prob itz me being bad mood ba...wateva..~~

anw..im hapi...cos i hv finished my last paper today...woohoo~~it was so interesting...i was the 1st to leave..then i hv no choice bt to walk all the way to the front...then so paisey...every1 is lookin at me lo..sum even w their mouth open...reli tt kua zhang lo...i was tinking..they xian mu me...cos im the 1st to... ....... ......... FREEDOM~~wahaha..their expressions...reli cute...bt mk me reli paisey...

sayin abt exam...for today's paper...thx goodness i studied hard for HIV lo..1 of my qn abt tt lo...the ones i din study v hard all landed in MCQ..like cancer,pharmacology qns.,myocardiac infarction n ischaemia...hahaha...n all the STD,stap,strep etc microbes..i din study reli hard for tt..heng ar...hahaha...hapi...lol...im contented with my 40% components for all subj...n reli hapi for the 60% component cos im confident tt most paper i wud score ok...TINK i shld b able to get credit for all ba...IF my cohort nt every1 score well la..cos they gt scaling ma...if scaling then dangerous..WAHAHA..

i realised tt fr their 1st grade to 6th grade n high sch....they hv alr learnt a lot of wat i started learning in poly lo..sadded...hahaha...

hmm...hw shld i conclude...my papers were quite ez...esp the short ans qns...the MCQ r the harder ones...lol...yep...i din type wrongly....MCQ...the stress lvl nt tt high wor...so unlike singapore..wahaha...i planned to go afew plc..bt duno lei...haix..duno la...hmm...recently gt bullied again..sian...duno wat to do...haix...i miss u all..hahaha...then again...i anticipate in gg out w von n boo..wahaha..so hapi...like my 1st few yue hui...lol...

ok la...shall end here...go play my ds le...woohoo~~~n watch dvds....liar game...all the jap drama...chinese drama...yeah!!!wahahaha...

changes.....

hmm...i realised tings changed...even a frenship...hmm..bt it jz change...so itz nt jz bgr..frenship do change too...for long distance frenship...hahaha..hmm..ok...i hv bought for myself a DS lite today...was considering to get psp or ds..cos i like psp a lot too..hmm...psp more ex...dn tink i can afford la..so i got the ds bundle..the console,tog w a ratatouille game,n a 4in 1 pack for A$219...duno worth anot...wanted to ask von...bt too late le...cos i cant wait le..went to buy today..hahaha...planned to buy my sims,mario n sum brainy games..bt ren..certain games can wait till me go bk then buy..cheaper ma..lol...few more days..woohoo~~hehe..

bt end up,today din accomplished much...went shopping n makan..then slack at hm....wana study de..bt fi sudd tell me tt our hse gt maggots..waliu!!heng is nt my week of cleaning then kena..oopz...HAHAHA...hmm..2 more paper to go...then shuang le...can look ard...play ard..etc...lol..hopefully by tmr i can finish studyin..then sun shall go gloria jeans to dl shows n revise..lazy go sch la..haha..sure noisy..

i sumhw got the feeling when i go hm,i wun feel comfy..envir,everyting..wud b different...sure like cant fit in..wahahaha..yeah..tings change..i hafta accept tt fact...i duno...wana sae sth de..bt 4gt le...wahaha..

anw...sydney uni so proud tt in the world ranking,the rank went up fr 38th to 31st..hahaha...so kuku...tis year...woohoo~~sumtime it jz sound so good tt u r studyin at a prestigious uni...world ranking so high sum more...shuang~~haha..im nt tryin to show off here k..dn wu hui...hahaha...

mabel mama gg to brisbane nxt sem..late jan...awww...bt i planned to go during my winter hol..go c her is the reason..(bt the main one is hol..heh heh heh)...hmm..oso hv the plan to go gold coast w booboo n her boy??hahaha..duno..shall plan when i returned..okla...nth much to sae for nw..go mope mope...wahahha...tata

sianz...

HAHA~~hmm..whr shld i start???guess why im here??cos i cud not study...im left with a day now,n here im,blogging n wasting my time away...when im home,nth works for me..i cud nt concentrate...sianz...hafta piah tmr man...hmm...today paper was alright i supposed...for a scale of 80 marks,i expect to score at least a 60...the MCQ is tricky..i kena tricked a few times...heng i checked..lol...anw..managed to find carriageworks,i tailed a classmate of mine..hoho..oopz...

hmm...jz 1 paper down,n i hv the feeling tt my exams r over...shitz man!!haha...bt i planned to slp nw,SLEEP NW(singapore time:740pm)and wake up early tmr,go me hse dnstair enjoy a sumptuous breakie b4 i start wk in the lib.i specially love gg burkit-ford lib instead of medical or fisher lib..itz so quiet,nice..hahaha..near to my coffee area too!!hahaha..hopefully i cud finished by tmr nite,then wed morn shall test myself,b4 gg for exams...my paper is at 3pm,tts y i cud afford to do tt..hahaha...

anw..today i felt so pc..i was sitting rite at the front(apparently,im the last student) and the invigilators walked around loudly...bt when they tok to u,they whisper..u cant even hear wat they saying..humph!!hahaha..anw..recently it rained everyday...n guess wat...the weather is sooo cold...18degrees..piang~~i shiver like kuku nw...we r nv satisfied,,,hmm..when i hv temp gg up to 28-30 degrees,i wud wish for lower temp....nw tt i hv lower temp,i wana it bk up to 20+++ degree...human like me are such greedy n nv-satisfying ppl...hahaha...tts whr lies 1 of my imperfection...my horoscope saes i muz b perfect..bt we r nv perfect except God,my saviour,my best friend,my confidant,sum1 hu is 4eva thr for me..heex...

well well...shall stop toking so much le...i hafta go mit my zhou gong liao...hes waiting for a chess kaki..hoho..tata....

aussie comercial

here is another kuku commercial abt sony handycam..LOL..

stress ar~~

oooo....im getting really breathless as days go by...everytime during exams i felt tt way,ppl tell me itz stress..bt consciously,i dn feel a ting...tt breathless feeling reli xin ku..v tight chest...hmm...anw..recently im high on caffeine...i drank many cups of coffee daily...tink my BBB too good...dn allow stuff to get in,bt i jz wan it to b permeable to my caffeine..to kp me awake...haiyo...hw man???counting dn...1 more day to prepare for micro exam...dread tt day to come man...hahaha...

i tink im putting too much pressure on myself...i force myself to study all 4 units tis week,n i din mk it..it makes me reli unhapi...nw im forcin myself to rem every single word in the lec notes on micro...of course n understand...bt apparently,other than immune system,the rest is memorise..haa...at 1st reli angry w myself...feelin sleepy,cant breathe well,cant get into my head the stuff..so distracted...kp telling myself tt if i dn score,im not gona reward myself aft the exams...then i bcome better at rememberin stuff,bt more breathless..hahaha...bt tts the onli way to mk myself rem..hahaha..

reli wana score well...hw man??if i cant score,i wud be disappointed w myself,my parents will scold me badly as well..hw??sobx..wana tok to sum1...bt no1 i cud tok to...im jz so stress ar...haix..bt i miss the times when bren came over to my hse to study tog..hw fun n nice..hahaha..reminds me of many stuff as well...studied in sch lib..etc etc..hahaha..anw...i kp seein tis korean classmate of mine everyday..wahahaha..den we like...hey..u again...hahaha..etc..so kuku...her rxn reli big lo...hahaha...

waiting anxiously for gd tings to happen...wonder when??hahaa...anw...i wana either get ds lite or psp...any suggestion which is better???WAHAHAHA..ok...gona go slp le..tmr gg sch lib piah all the way..guess tmr i hafta drink at least 3-4 large cups of coffee..bt reli scare i will shake..caffeine ma..hmm..hw man??hahaha..nah..nth much le..tata...

how time flies~~

HAHA...changed song again...LOL...oh man oh man!!im undergoing a emotionally unstable period...exams time....itz so freaky...sumhw im confident tt i hv studied liao,bt then again,im scare...looking at my 40% coursework grade,im getting more stress each day..kp getting back more n more results fr everyting,prac reports,quizzes,prac exam,assessment etc..i hv good n unexpected results for most,bt the overall din add up to my expectations...onli 1 module i got 32% out of 40%, another module i gt 27% out of 40%..yuck!!i aim for 30 n above...ohno!!im so stress up nw..went to sch to study everyday,bt seems to me tt im lacking each day...perhaps i pushed too hard on myself...nxt wk i hv 2 paper,bt im forcing myself to study all 4 modules...im reli reli freaking out...my results...itz so haix...i wan more fr myself...felt so SLOW now..like im so laggin behind my classmates...i noe im not..bt i jz got tt feeling...tink is to demoralise myself more..im always lidat...hahaha..SIAO~~

recently go to sch,kp meeting my korean sch n classmates,n saw ryo...hahaha...so kuku..we talked..no matter hu i met with,bt after that,i cudn't study anymore...lol...sadded...anw..my 10days b4 i go hm,im gona go many places...lol...hv fun!!!hmm..i jz wana go bk nw...tis moment..bt when the moment i hv the tot tt im stayin at my OWN hm,slpin at the living rm,it mks me so SIAN!SIAN!!SIAN!!!haix..dn feel like gg bk nw...bt i reli miss my frens...hahaha...reli duno wat to do man!!dear dear!!hahaha

another reason i dn wana go bk is cos i gona miss all the good show...HOUSE...SO U TINK U CAN DANCE (aussie),SIMPSON,FUTURAMA,ARE U SMARTER THAN A 5TH GRADER,n all the FRI, SAT n SUN MOVIES..sianz~~hahaha..bt then again,u cant hv the best of both world...hafta sacrifice 1..HAHA..okla...i jz dn wana study tts y im here happily bloggin away..lol..gona go mug nw...(daydream i supposed)WAHAHA..BORING~~

Carleton Big Advert fr aussie...lol

okok...every1..tis is a kuku advert in aussie channel 7...hahaha...u all shld watch tis n luk at the lyrics...itz crap..LOL...i 4gt abt tis until i encounter it again..yeah..gt another source of stuff to post fr nw on...lol.... yipppeeee!!!

daylight saving....

shuns~~~i cud nt study liao..went to lib to study micro..able to concentrate..n my aim is to finish till lec 13,out of 26,and tmr cont..i hv accomplished tt b4 lib closed today..came hm,havin nth to do,i decided to study the remaining lectures,bt i cud nt...was it the house tt mk me dn wana study due to distractions?or was it juz me???*ponders*..tmr lib onli open fr 1pm-5pm lei..hw can i finished all 13 lectures??HOW??

anw...later..few hrs time..my time gona change le...i read abt it n realised tt i gona hv 23hrs a day instead of 24hrs..it occurs fr spring la..then fr autumn,i gona hv 24hrs bk..tis is to have longer daytime,shorter morn..bt true la..at 5am,here bright le..jz like singapore 7am wor...lol..weird yea?hahaha..hafta get used to it,or else i wun screwed up badly durin exam time..hahaha..

HOW ar??dying le la..cant get on with my work...anw...i HAVE decided liao...i noe wat i wana tk for yr 3 sem 2..hehe..i wana tk both neuroscience n immunology...HAHAHA...gona b tough for me..cos got lotsa essays n major report to do...hope i wud b fine...wana enrol today..BUT the system rejected me..sobx..hafta go student ctr to ask wat happened..mafan...waste my time..argh!!hahaha...nvm la..anw..am gg to the lib everyday nxt wk..hahaha..i love studyin in sch,info get in..n im more alert..lol...GOOD good..hahaha..

i wonder y my hse nearby kp having fireworks lor...every nw n then...fireworks...singie is like so rare..here i c until sian le...HAHA..boring~~..anw...recently realised sum prob w my body...wonder wat is happening inside??so worried..haix...ahahaha...bt i guess will be fine ba!!ok la..nth le..tata..

exams ah....EXAMS!!!AHHH~~~

this link below:

http://www.med.unc.edu/embryo_images/unit-welcome/welcome_htms/contents.htm

is abt embryology...onli for ppl interested la..my tut link..haha..it is actualli quite boring n complicated..bt sumtime looking at it,i jz find med sci so interesting..we learnt stuff lidat..we learn many many other tings..fun ya..heh..n itz interesting..aft fertilisation,fr 1 cell,to an embryo..dn u all tink itz amazing??woah woah!!haha..all of us,are intially jz a single cell..hahaha..n when i tot of defects in children,wonder watz wrong w their cell differentiation n development ne??hmmm..

ohno!!today marks the end of me lectures,lab n tut..hw time flies..im so scared nw..i wana study reli reli hard..fr tmr..i will b gg to either fisher or medical lib n study all the way till 14nov..yep..tts my goal!!so stress...hahaha...bt i believe i cud do it,with God's help n my will..yeah!!!heh...jz when i began to mk more frens,it marks the end of my yr 2 sem 2 with current classmates...shall mit again in yr 3 sem 2 if we r in the same course..heh..

anw...fr mon onwards...it will b 3hrs diff btn singapore n aussie time le..means cant c u all even more le...sobx..hw?how?How?HOw?HOW?HOW?lol...

jz note dn here..to remind myself nt to blog so much n study more...:

5th nov: microbes n body defences-unit 7

7th nov:hormones,reproduction n development-unit 5

12th nov:digestion,absorption n metabolism-unit4

14th nov:disease in society-unit 8

Junie muz jiayou wor!!!hahaha..siao...encourage myself..ok..shall go orh orh le...tmr shall piah all the way...hohoho...tata

reminiscing...fun...

hey hey hey!!!i certainly becoming a very sciencie blogger ya??lol..i gt another ting to share..hahaha...bt 1st...i feel so proud being a singaporean...Singapore airlines A380 jz landed in sydney nt ago..n it is quite a big news here..woohoo~~hahaha..itz BIG..nice...special..itz double deck...dn u tink itz cool??wow..i wana b in tt plane at least once man!!hoosh~~

ain't it gorgeous??i noe itz a lil small..oh well oh well!!im so proud for now..hahaha...

the medical show i was tokin abt..HOUSE..definitely a nice series..ppl hu love medicine..wud most prob love tis..as far as im concerned,i heard tt many pre-medic students watched tis..itz addictive ok..!!c'mon..hahaha...

awww...i miss the times..tis is part of my sec 5 class..i miss them..im sure sum of u hv seen me waving n toking to guys in the pic ba..hoho..SEC 5 FAITH...hip hip hooray!!*winkz*

hmm..St John's Ambulance rox!!haha..my juniors,officers n a guy fr my cadet..hoho..*salutez*

seeing tt reminds me of the old time..we been thru sad n hapi times tog in SJAB..so fun..so nice..awww...i miss those time...:1 for all,all for 1...hahaha...we wk tings out tog...we rebel against our seniors n officers tog..got scolded n punished tog..got loved by many of our officers..i miss u all!!!hahaha

Okok...my scientific stuff..lol..nv drink too much water...it wud impair our heart rate etc..too MUCH water is bad for health...ohmy...u noe..ppl telling us to drink 2L of water per day..dn do tt..hahaha...cos the food we eat etc..the water content is actualli quite high...nt entirely nt drink water...bt drink lesser..yeah...today's quote..lol...

hmm...watched so u tink u can dance..woohoo!!wat can i sae??BEAUTIFUL!everyting..itz so nice...hahaha...i duno whether u all hv watched..cat deely kp kena taken advantage of by a contestant..wahaha..poor her...lol...

counting down...32 more days...woohoo~~~hahaha...anyting else...hmm hmm...shall update again sum time ba...lol..shall tok abt the embryology tmr..itz reli interesting...hahaha...tata

INTERESTING..!!

hmm..ok..lets tok abt my lectures...was attending a lec abt biochem..n i realised tt walking mks u lose more weight than running...HEY!!!i din noe tt...did lim kah meng tell us tt when he taught us biochem??we were learning the same stuff...NADH=3ATP,fadh2=2ATP..u noe..electron transport chain bla bla..yep!!im learning it again..hmmm...*ponders*

ok..if u walk,with lil panting,it means tt yr white muscles are utilising long chain fatty acids(LCFA) n a lil glucose..showing tt more triglycerides are being broken dn,hence,less FATS in yr body...BUT once u start running,yr body wud start using glucose as the fuel to provide energy...Imagine...glucose is needed for yr RBC,brain n liver..it is the onli fuel they cud use..n once u start using them,YES..u will lose a lil weight..bt realise tt aft running,u wud feel hungry???n u will eat more...i read in an article...n i realised tt in fact,cos thr is a dip in bld glucose,tts y the brain signals u to eat..n u wud eat more than u nit!!Realise tt u wud gain weight faster even aft u hv lose weight cos of running???hmmm...interesting rite??itz sth worth tinking abt if sum1 plan to lose weight..hahaha...

MORAL of the story:if u wana lose weight,WALK more often...running doesn't reli help...!!!

I hv acquired more stuff studyin here..most of the stuff here i hv learnt b4..bt i learnt new stuff fr it..itz worth the while..n coming here let me learn to hv more faith,n commitment..really!!heex..i felt reli happy for the change..heh..

anw..today attended a vaccination lecture..i realised most of the vaccines i hv taken lei..even when they sae itz for developing country..hmm..like BCG-i had twice...Then why is ppl taking oral polio vaccine,while i took the injection one??i even needed 3 booster for tt..WALAO!!!hahaha..hmm...suddenly i find my course reli interesting...everyting is so cool..so amazing...so fun!!!EXCEPT EXAMS!!!lol..a simple body,having so many mechanisms n stuff..reli fun..i reli anticipate to cont studyin lo..hahaha...nt gona let sth as small as EXAMS to bring my interest down..i hope..WAHA..is my course the easiest to get into medicine??cos i went to a few webbies...n i realised tt them call ppl hu study Bsc Medical science,they call pre-medicine student..hmm..interesting isn't it???hoho..then hw abt those hu dn mk it thr???ahaha..or those hu wana do honours instead of medicine??LOL..kuku...

anw...at the Glebe hse,which is my hse..im the well-known no mind,or in another word,brainless..hahaa..i admitted tt as well la...lol...fi is simple mind,n weiie,complex mind..lol...oways laming abt many stuffs abt our mind...hmm...retarded hor??yup!!!no mind is lidat de...hahaha...yeah...shall stop yak yak for nw..tata...

SADDED!!!

hmm...wat i wana sae???im utterly disappointed w myself...DISAPPOINTED...haix...i din do well in my prac at all..i duno wat to sae...i cud nt do gram stain..the most basic ting..streaking was ok for me..i did it well!!bt gram stain??haix...bt it came to me tt many ppl din do well in gram stain as well..either they had prob with microscopy or entirely with gram stain..ESP ppl holding specimen B..the one i was holding..it was a relieve in a way..u noe..i felt better..cos im nt the onli one..then i was nervous..i din do well for viral stuff as well..as in..that particular qn,i mixed up with the 1st qn...oh man!!how STUPID can i b???itz entirely 2 diff qn..jz bcos i nervous..i tot it was the SAME qn..sad..for no reason i lose at least 2mks..it was abt virus..

Qn 1: How can u tell that patient is suffering fr VIRAL infection?
ANS:that there is an increase in lymphocytes than other WBC. This is part of my ans.

Qn2:Wat OTHER info tell u tt patient is suffering fr EBV infection from the results shown(Haem report)?
ANS: im suppose to write dn the same ans as above. High WBC,high LYMPHOCYTES. They shld b part of my ans.

N i was nervous..i ws tinkg,they cant possibly ask same qn wat..so i tot look for other info..in the end,i left out the lymphocytes ans..walao..wan to cry cannot cry..lidat i lost 7marks..5marks deducted cos i went to look at demo slides-the best way out..if nt my whole paper gone..sacrifice sum marks to help me..no choice...i broke a slide,failed 2 slides..watz happening to me??and the whole day...i was in a dazed..i cud nt pay attn in lectures..i kept yakking abt it..i hv nt much appetite..i noe..c'mon.itz onli 15% rite...bt it means a lot to me..im so scare..no matter hw i calculated,if i cant get into credit,i wud jz get a pass...i dn wan tt...i dn wan to live life like when i was in TP..jz pass wud do..i wana excel..bt it has been makin me reli tired n stress out..haix..

i hv totally lost ctrl of my emotions...i duno when i shld b hapi,n when nt to..when im angry,unhapi etc..i kept it to myself..i appeared hapi in front..when im hapi etc..i dare nt reli show out as well..was afraid ppl might tink im crazy,or showing off..being a human is hard..sumtime i wish i cud b a dog..able to express my feelings jz fr my tail...HAHA..

oh well...oh well!!tink during my study week,i muz study reli reli hard...planned to go sch library to study..EVERYDAY!!stayin at hm wud mk me very slack n lazy..NO!!i cant...i hv prayed..and i noe God wud help me to be motivated n study well n hard..HE wud b thr for me..Even today...i noe he is helping me..if he doesn't,i wudn't hv pass the streak plate,nor able to do the virus qn..All goes to his guidance..im alr v hapi..im jz sad cos once again,i hv failed gram stain..n i realised is eva since after attachment..b4 tt i was doing great w gram stain..hmm..*ponders*..isit psychological??

OK..end of sad stuff...nxt post shall b sth beta...HAHA

scary...

apparently..im scare...im nervous...i hv the feeling tt i will screw the hands on prac tmr..wat shld i do???i was told the format..itz scary!!each person has a invigilator..n tt person wud luk at u,STARE at u...walao...1 of my fren actualli tremble so much tt he ruined the agar...wa..tts serious business...muz they luk at u lidat??cant they jz leave to u to do??may luk at u occasionally,bt nt tt round eye spying....it is creepy alright...hahahaha...how???im scare...haix....

anw...was chatting w booboo..so fun...long time din tok to her le..hahahaha...miss u all gerls....all the good n fun times....ohh...haha...yeah...shld b all...am here to express tt im scare...hahaha...tts all!!tata

lousy me with lousy results..!!!

hahaha..finally finished my two papers today...tuberculosis paper were rather ez...im onli unsure of 2 qns out of 25...which means my chances of scoring to compensate for my 1st paper is on the bright side..lol..bt my 2nd paper,micro stuff one...im nt reli sure...bt i tink a pass is nt a prob,whether im able to score is another ting..hahaha...bt e gd ting is,im nt the onli one who tink the paper is tough,which means i still hv sum LIL tiny hope..hahaha..

hmm..im scare of the prac exam tis wed...afraid i wud screwed up in gram stain...streaking is nt much a prob for me nw...15%...so freaky...ahhh!!!hahaha...anw...my U7 first 10% i onli score 7.4... so if my micro theory prac exam dn score well,n this wed hands-on prac exam dn score well,im practically screwed..how??how???HOW??sobx..

i hv got U4 results for the 1st 30%..which is 22/30..now relying on my 10% peristaltic reflex report..if i dn score well,thr goes my aim n hope...i hv alr counted..i cant possibly score 10/10 for the report,which means i will score less than 30 for my U4 40% category...sadded...hw??U5 i onli gt the poster result,which is 10.5/15..tink i wud onli score 30 and below for all 4 subj...jialak..HOW???hahaha

then i hafta struggle reli hard for my final paper,if nt i cant score well la..isit??humph!!!hmm..anw...my labbie went wrong again..tis time nt bluetooth cant work,is the webcam cant wk..walao...lousy labtop....everyting went haywire..sian!!faster return to singie then cant get it settled...lodge complain man...gona b with me for yrs and it kept giving me prob..sian..

anw..itz fast...tis is my last wk to go sch le...tt time i was hoping it wud come fast,bt nw im a lil hesitant..hahaha...hmm...anw...any1 got job lobang when i go bk can tell me??hahaha..i wana wk..rottin at hm is no joke man!!hahaha...okok...wat now??hmm...yeah..shld be all for nw...tata..

juz a short update abt me life..hehe...

Gay (happy)..

1)i hv booked my air tix hm...

2) i scored 18/20 for immunology..which is a satisfaction for me..as i dn score well in immuno all along in TP..hoho

3)counting dn my days to end of exams..so shuang...~~jz abt a mth more..hurray!!!

4) tt stupid cockroach in my hse is dead..sumway or rather..lol

5) i hv finished the peristaltic reflex report..so shuang~~nw can concentrate on my exams nxt wk..

6)xuanie so swt...put me photo on her blog...she misses me...oohh!!hehehe...i miss u too xuanie!!

Woes(sad)...

1)exams..so scary...2 wks time...ahhh...~~~

2)sick for 5days alr...yet still no sign of recovery...fr a pathetic sore throat to fever,headache,cough,flu,insomnia,breathless,giddy,weak..n of course + sore throat..hahaha

3)a couple of unlucky days for me at hm n at sch..bt nah..dn wana mentioned it here..lol

4)Mon gt 2 papers-1 entirely on Tuberculosis and another on immunology,virology n microbes (bact) pracs...

5)Wed is micro practical exam..RED ALERT for me..lol

6)im nw confused with my electives...hmm...wat shld i do??2 wks more and i hafta enrol myself..

7)my macademia nuts expired..i haven started eating..sadded...forgotten abt it...lol

8)miss my frens..hw hv u all been??so long din chat w u all le..

9) weather fluctuation..a day the max is 18 degrees,n the nxt day 30+ degrees...scary weather..sumtime higher than singapore temp..

10)i miss singapore...ppl...food...shops...road...fun plc...everyting..inc the times in TP...auuu..!!

Think shld be all for nw..hehehe

A day at the dim sim..yeah..u din c wrongly...itz dim SIM...haha


me and weiie on our way to manly...



Trying to act cold...actualli we r....


taken when we were at manly...sitting at the beach is enjoyment!!


the 4 girlies....fion,me,weiie n jane...


me n fio torturin ourselves will waves coming to us...AHH~~~


Manly presents....the 3 ZHU JIAOs...ta da~~hahaha...




Monkey faces!!lol..


taken in the manly ferry..it was freezing then..reli torturing..i was planning to write my will b4 i freeze to death..hohoho..itz a gd ting i survived the ordeal...OOPZ..hahaha


me n my yum risotto..hmm..on my 21st bday...huhuhu...


At sans churros w weiie,fen n fio...on my bday as well!!heh


Taken w the juniors..khairul,james,yuxin n weiling...hahaha..


the scary slides...it may luk ez,bt it takes lotsa courage to play tt..hahaha..1 of the game in luna park!haa


Tis is the very very steep slide tt weiie lose A$15..to 3 brave girls...


And tt is fiona,fen n me!!!she dare us,we took the challenge..cos she dare nt tk the slide..HOHOHO!!!lalala~free A$5 brkfast..hw fun..


Taken in a tram...to fish mkt...yum yum sashimi!!!


The tram we took..it was a brand new experience for me..tho itz common here..lol..


Of course,our yum food fr fish mkt...Oysters,tuna,sashimi,seaweeds...woah..*drooling*


And last but nt least,junie's new usyd hoodies!!haha..so shuang...1st time i wear such small hoodies..XS..can u believe it??hahaha...XS and itz still very big n huge for me...lets c...the nxt time..hoho..

photos i took sum time ago....

Above are dar's prezzies...hahaha...

itz me aft tanning at coogee beach...

me again...still as cute as eva rite??WAHAHAHA

This is the coogee beach sidepool i guess...rather shallow...hahaha...seems fun...

overview of part of the beach...

Coogee has a beautiful beach..strong waves...clear n blue water...tanning was common thr..nudity tan thr is rather common too,tho itz forbidden..lol...i love sydney now...other than the bugs....yuke....hahaha..

first of all..recent days were good..

observe the tings ard me..

sch days were good..

fun days....

shop alone is a blessing to me..

bought a tube dress today..

bought leggings n tarot cards w angels pic..

was reli beautiful..marvellous...

went italian restaurant to eat today..

superb......

saw lil puppies n big dogs...

difference...

went to sch for an hr jz to get few pcs of paper...

neuroscience shall be my major for 3rd yr...

VCDs...DVDs...here i come...

shirts..blouses,shorts..pants..

here i come...

accessories..dresses..spring n summer wear...

here i come....

SINGAPORE......

in jz a few weeks time,i will be back..

YEAH!!haha

Nasi lemak..mee pok..chai tao kuay...cha kway teow..

hokkien mee...jap food...chicken rice...spicy food...KFC..

you tiao..soya milk..beancurd...keropok...

western food..sting rays...BBQ squids..

yum yum.....

im gg back...im....hahaha...

Gold coast...Tasmania..Melbourne..Adelaide...

sydney blue mountains..hunter valley..ports stephen..

sydney fun n interestin plc...

appears in my dream...lol

14th nov..my fav day...last day of exam..yeah!!hehe..

end of proj...test...quiz...exams!!!

another fren of mine being a mama..

till date,as many as 30-40..or even more...

oh no...tink im getting really old...

whr all my frens get married except me...

sadded.... .......

haha...

i love Glebe...all is so convenient...

all kinda restaurants n small shops selling makan everywhr...

chemists seen...vet seen...tarots n healing shops avail...

dentists...backpacker accommodation..pubs...

shopping ctr nearby...uni nearby...city nearby....

whr am i gona settle aft july nxt yr??

im all alone......

haix....haha

luk forward to simpsons..futurama..thx god u'r here...

house..californication..TV movies..itz me or the dog..

mythbusters..r u smarter than a 5th grader..

so u tink u can dance...

oh...all is so nice to watch..hehehe...

wana buy lucky for u n marley n me storybk..

wana get many nice storybks relating to doggies...

wana watch movies..

evan almighty..daddy day care..bee movie...and many many other shows...

oh...gimme the $$...or the vcd...hahahaha..

yeah..end of story...tata...

what the....recently the weather is like BBQ-ing....range from 27-32..today is the day...32 degrees...im so so so hot...how did i survive in singapore ar??hahaha...singapore temperature lei..hahaha...i wore shorts to sch today...weird~~in singapore,i dn wear shorts to sch for lesson,nor wear it out go gai gai wor...haha...recently kp getting shorts,outing shorts of course,wore it to city etc...haha..n today is the 1st time i wore it to sch..haha..

shall post pics etc when i come bk fr sch lata...hehee...n yeah!!house season 4 is back...i love that show...haha..starts fr today..hehehe..today,tmr n fri is TV day...today fr 6 to 930,fr simpsons,futurama,r u smarter than a 5th grader n finally house...tmr is simpler,simpsons,futurama n so u tink u can dance(nice!!woohoo~~)hahaha...then fri is simpsons,futurama,itz me or the dog,n fri movie special..yeah!!hahaha..

hvn finished watchin why why love...hahaha...eh...ytd i fried promfrets..hahaha..hmm...1 of my classmates find it interesting n fun to b able to cook with yr hsemates...hahaha...i tot it was fun too,but i hv no close ppl or fren i wana cook for here...i onli felt the obligation to cook,n nt the willingness to cook wor...haix...how do i get the feelin ne??sadded..hahaha...hmm...din score well for exam...bt itz ok...itz my 1st sem here...june,u can de!!haha...

i was tinking,getting into the uni is hard,like sydney uni,bt once u r in the sch,it sumhw seems tt u can cope de...so wat if itz prestigious..exam formats,n everyting else,r so much simpler n easier in here than in singapore..hahaha...u get wat i mean??hahaha...ok la..nth much le...wana go slp awhile then go sch le...tata...hahaha...

tis is the main quadrangle of me sch..lol..itz v beautiful if u c the whole ting..

any prog etc,they wud use chalks to write on the floor ard whole campus..haha..as for the above,itz abt the vote...

the above is sum of the voting paper i'hv got..!!lol..i hv more..haha

the above is part of manly beach..v nice de..hahaha...actually..lol

manly beach..shows ppl gona go surfing..lol...

we took the manly ferry n on our way,we saw hundreds of yachets..v beautiful,amazin n nice!

above is a boomerang..lol..pic of a platypus...hand printed...genuine returnin boomerang wor..lol

oh...why why love is cute,funi n nice to watch..lol..bt the baseline is the same as er mo zai shen bian..similar la..hahaha..hw nice if i gt tt kinda love??oh..i dn mind man..hahahaha..oopz...gona b hua chi again..lol..nt onli the love i like,i oso like the frenship btn jia di n xiao nan..haha..so swt...xiao nan celebrated jia di bday,was thr for her when she needed her,offered to help her,stand up for jia di when needed n much more..wa...i dn mind hving such fren..hahaha..so swt..if onli i hv sucha fren..hahaha..haix..bt tt wun eva happen..haha..cos tis is jz a show..or shld i sae..tis wun happen in my life de..in all my other frens whom i xian mu etc,bt nt me!!haha..frenship nor love..none wud fall on me..lol...

i like them sayin 'when i sae 3 times,it means tt im serious!!'haha..direct translation la..hahaha...anw...quite a cute n funi show la...can watch..lol...eh...tis whole week...guess wat i did??bz w bren's stuff...then went shop alone...today i even went to the movies n watched ratatouille n stardust...woah...ratatouille,needless to sae..itz nice!!lol...

stardust....for ppl who love fantasy,tis is a nice show..the storybook may turn out to be nt tt nice,bt the movie quite nice...tts laugh,a lil fright,n fantasy of course...v v v nice..lol..i love it!!hahaha...

sudd..i wana watch bee movie,daddy day camp etc...any takers??lol..cos by then i will b singie le ba...hopefully...lol...bt i guess no1 de ba..sobx..guess i hafta go watch alone...haha...tmr im gg to coogee beach(heard itz v nice thr...)..haaha...shld b all..cos im lazy to update le..show pics ba..hehehe

hey!!u noe wat...sudd i feel like living in my own world..duno y..sudd i jz felt i wan to be alone..alone..alone...hahaha...today marks the beginning of my vacation..eh...nth much to tok abt..tmr gg manly..then sun either shop alone or follow the juniors go gai gai..then wkdays a day gg out w a fren,a day gg city to get vcds,a day go shop alone..wana settle dar's prezzie..faster get over n done w it...

sumtim i get very tired w life...sumtime jz wana isolate myself sumwhr(over e rainbow...)..sumtime jz needed a fren to b thr for me..for me to cry on etc...mks me sadder..i duno...jz feel so tired..n when im sad,im alone..when im happy,im alone..when i emo,im alone too!pathetic life rite..hhaha..i tot so too!!lol

i saw zoltan at broadway area...lol...he is my clazmate..haha..anw..he was eating,den i duno y he got so shocked when he saw me..diaoz...almost wana pui out his makan..anw..u noe hw i noe him??haha..is thru micro lab..we same table la..then everytime when we duno hw to do sth,either he approached me or i approached him...duno y lei..worse of all,each time when tis happens,it ended up we two approached our demostrator...lol..den we wud laugh at each other..bt it was fun..hahaha..had fun w ryo as well..haha..bt nw seldom c him liao...haha

anw..today i gt my electives le..as in wat to choose for yr 3 sem 1 n 2..mainly for the rest la..i still hv a yr 2 sem 1 to go..haha..bt i hv alr planned..i wana study neuroscience,anatomy,infectious disease n psychology(if tis applicable)...yeah...8th oct wud b briefin day...lol...bren's bday...anw..recently i feel so frightened by the sch ppl..haha..the ppl hu wan us to vote for them...haahha...i oways kena stopped at the main quadrangle outside fisher area,n oso wentworth bldg gg towards micro n biochem bldg..hahaha..scary~~bt nw finally over...the vote i promised to gif,till nw hvn gif...wahahha..oopz~~lol

tis hol,is my catching up week..gona study hard as well...my clazmate told me the paper is reli basic..even easier than i tot..everyting is fr the notes..tts it!!lol..yeah!!i love it!!so...i muz score..score...score....heh heh...great....booboo..u mentioned tt u wana go gold coast rite..so...wana go nxt yr ma??haha..w yr boi..haha..boo,whrs my reply??asked me to reply u n kp updating u,den u nv update me..humph!!lol...

im so sian nw...slpy...my mood isn't rite..lol...duno y...hahaha...boring~~im jz sian...jiu ming ar...haha..can sum1,sum angel or sth come tok to me???im so sian...duno wat to sae..nth much to tok abt...jz sian..sumtime i find my life jz sucks..!!i dn do great stuff...i dn excel in studies,in work,in frenship...i dn hv own stand..jz feel so yuckie!!hv no talents,no beauty-inner or outer..stinks thru-out..jz reli sucks!!tink im losin the confident in me le..tink im losin hope in my life le..my frens onli mk use of me..duno...sian ar..can sum1 tell me wat can i do w my suckie life??haix..

heya...lol..hmm...duno wat to post..lazy to do stuff...hmm...ohya...i gt my exam timetable le..fast hor??hahaha...my last paper is on 14th nov...haha..hmm...finally..i mk myself spend $$ le..while shoppin for a fren's stuff,i made myself spend $$..lol..n at 1 go,i spent abt $100++ le..i onli bought a shirt for myself...tmr gg st james,sat gg manly beach,sun gg DFO..hw??i cant afford to spend le..bt i hv limited edition clothes..hw man??lol...

shit man...recently doin pharm stuff..n guess wat...itz the calculation stuff ms Chew eva taught us de,durin bpharm..itz murderous..hahaha..i totally 4gt abt it...studyin malaria nw..immunology..wa...last time struggle lik kuku...nw listen le,seems so simple..bt for my fellow clazmates,they find it hard..jz like the past me...

i love reminiscing old times..poly life w my frens,esp my sis was fun...was memorable...seems lik it jz happened ytd...hahaha..miss those days..nw tings hv changed..everyting...every1...except me n my lousy character...HAHAHA..siao me...anw...today so fed up w sch com..argh!!i spent a v long time tryin to print bpharm notes..an hr + to print 10 pc of paper..spent 4bucks for it...insane man..hahaha..cos i kp printin bt nth come out fr printer..haha..i was alone then...my fren went hm le..itz onli me pei-ing her,thr is no she pei-ing me de..haha..nvm la...i cant expect much..uni life is abt alone(for me)...lol..

bt recently in claz,i tok to more ppl...guys n gers..it was fun tho..at least along the street sumwhr in sch,or while waitin for lesson,thr is ppl to tok to u,or even sae hi to u..lol...studyin reproductive stuff oways reminds me of a close fren...old fren..haha..miss her...lol...

yeah..nth much la...shall end here...tata

this are my hsemates..fr left:me, fiona, weiyee

above is of cos me room!!!rather big rm to squeeze another person in..lol..

hmm..this shelf is in front of me bed..gt cards n prezzies fr frens..gt heater etc..messy hor..pardon me..lol..

me bday meal-my hsemates treat me de..tiger prawn risottos..yum yum!!!lol..

taken ytd at san churros..they r my hsemates junior here for attachment..celebrated my bday w me..hehehe..another guy sit too far..so din tk him..LOL

above is 2 of my clazmates,rita n thao..they din noe i took them..we were eating at wentworth building..hahaha..cud sae they r my closer frens..lol..

i secretly took pic of them as well..they r my clazmates..were waitin for patho lab..haha..this whole grp was my proj grp the other time..LOL..they r all asians aussies except 1 malaysian..haha..we were quite close too..!!

above r the toys we won at luna park..

the bear family...the 2nd fr the left is mine..the rest r fio de..hahaha..cute bears hor..lol...

ok..end of story...lol...

happy bday to me!!haha..finally i cud watch R21..LOL...ytd went makan at elounge then aft tt went to san churros again!!celebrated it w 8 ppl..so swt..in a way..lol..today more fun..went luna park play!!!yeah...hw interesting!!lol...then went city eat dim sum,then went shop lo..came bk at 5+..duno wat to sae..tho itz my bday..i dn feel it is..jz felt lonely..cos no close frens ard me..as usual..jz like my 20 other yrs of bday..with the most disappointing one-poly tt 3yrs..felt miserable..esp 3rd yr..lol..tink tis yr is the onli time i felt better..cos ppl celebrated for me w/o me initiating,treating or inviting..they surprised me!!touched!!my uni frens wished me as well..they rem..asked me once n they rem..so swt..my hsemates n their juniors surprised me w a bday cake..they sacrificed their slp to wait till 12am..tho itz nt big deal,i still find it memorable..cos itz nt disappointing at all..

ytd plan was to go watch ratatouille,then go shop then makan..bt cos fiona hafta do her wk,so in the end,me n weiie came into my rm n we watched house,a medical show..nice show..hahaha..then aft makans n stuff,they came to my rm again w fen to watch jap movie n then hse again..lol..then today was fun..serious!haha..theme park..awww...lol...n shopping..retail therapy.shuang~bt tired..lol..

hmm..im hapi..fun!1st time w/o having to treat etc..got so many ppl celebrated w me..jz hapi..frenster comments,hp msges n ring fr dar sis is touching..lol..im jz happi!!!tmr aft weiie claz,gg to city gai awhile..cos i hv no sch..bt thao wans me go sch,to help her w our tue due assignment..hahaha..

yeah...shld b all for nw...nxt post abt photos...heh heh heh..other days then i post my bday n today theme park photos..cos lazy to upload..hahaha..tata

today is definitely a stupid day..haix...bt b4 tt..let me sae abt sch lib here...i din noe tt i cud borrow a bk(any bks..regardless of storybk,textbk etc)for 2 mths..as in 3mths lata then return...few days ago i requested for a medical micro bk..then i went to collect today...and was told to return in nov..hahaha...and best of all,itz aft my exams...shuang~~lol...

ok..bk to today's topic..very angry w my partner..i dn wana do with her de...then she chose to sit beside her..nw i hafta do the glucose kit w her..haix...sian...y lidat??walao...i duno wat to sae abt her...jz so unhapi nw...haix....tis sat..gona go watch ratatouille...nxt wk gona go st james with rita.go shop shop..yeah!!then comes the hol..DFO,here i come..gona go out gai gai durin tt wk with my frens..yeah!!hehehehe...bt muz study as well..i wana score reli well tis sem...anw...i feel so puzzled..gt tis guy in my claz asked a lot of qns..then the qns he asked very pro de...bt hor..today he asked me hw to do stuff etc..diao..hahaha...i tot im dead.my clazmates are all so smart..except me..hahaha...mks me more confident..yeah!!hapi hapi..so i muz aim to score credit n distinction,instead of just a pass..no!!!tis word cant be in my results script..haha..hope i cud get..im nt as ambitious to aim for high distinction ok..lol...i juz wan credit or distinction...hp i cud score tt well..hahaha....

dar..wat u wana sae???tell me??tell me??hahaha...the pics very ugly??i grow fatter??i very ugly??er...i gt shoot bird eyes???or wat?????????hahhahaha...tell me tell me!!!hahahaa...

ok la..gtg..tata...

ok...fr tmr..i gt another proj to do..shitt!!haha..is to make a glucose kit(design n MAKE)..muz hv company name etc...eee...hahaha...anw..here to post sum photos...again..yeah..itz again..pics seems nicer than words ma..heex..

okok..recently my hse nearby hv this chocolate cafe..very nice..the drinks i meant..and the churros..fabulous!!haha..

but b4 i post anyting..let u all c me..miss me rite..hahaha...results of nt slping early..fatique eyes..chubby face...so ugly..lol

tada..tis is the choco cafe name-sans churro..

ok..lets tk a look inside...hahaa..

the counter..er..the rest similar la..lazy to post all..hehehe...the staffs here reli friendly,swt n nice..all ang moh..lol..frequent here de all oso ang moh except us..lol..

my cup of classic hot spanish(hot choc..)yummy~~~

me n fiona,my hsemate..

lets sae abt the pond i hv been facinating since 1st day of sch..lol...itz situated outside main gate..in a 'park'..

hmm..tis is ugly duckling(bb swan)..it luks like duck wor..haha..anw..i took tis on the day aft my recent exam,when i went out to celebrate alone..sobx..hahaha..

tis is 1 of the beautiful black swan..lol..i couldn't find the white one...

tis is the 1/5 view of the pond..with sum ducklings,swan n ugly ducklings..lol..

lets tok abt my lab...interestingly,as u can c...sydney uni old sch..so tings here rather antique..lol..bt sumtimes it may b fun...anw..i onli took a pic..nxt time shall show u all more..lol

tis is the hand cleansing area..i took it today aft virology lab..hmm..can u c the 2 metal pedals thr???the rite is hot water n left is cold water..haha..

u jz hafta step on either or both of it to activate the water..lol..my frens n i were still so kuku tryin to figure out hw to turn on the water..lol...tis is to prevent contamination..cute rite??lol..in this mordern world,shld't it all b using sensor??then few of my classmates were complimenting singapore(they din noe i was fr thr)..lol..they love singapore toilets..itz so clean n nice...all so automated...even soap dispenser..for a moment,i was proud of my lil country..lol...my closer frens were lookin at me,congrad me for being 'known'...lol...cos seldom ppl wud noe whr is singapore etc..lol...

okok..end of story...tata...