recently got a new job.. idk wat to feel.. just felt soooo lost thr... duno is cos im still new thr or wat...like sooo alienated... deep inside, i felt reli unhappy n lonely... bt come to tink abt it, if hospi nv hire me, n im still at wintertime, still sian cos most prob im still at MBS... aiya... duno la... probably is lidat ba... tis is work life... the onli ting left is the ppl thr... i felt sooo happy seeing them... c my 2-3 loveloves thr... felt overjoyed.. esp when thrs sth for me to look fwd to aft wk.. for nw, still ok la.. bt once peak period, they wud b sooo bz... den i oso cant go find them like now.. sumtimes i gt the idea of secretly workin thr during peak period... mayb cos i used to bz bz.. mayb jz wana wk tog w them again... mayb jz nt used to the overly free life.. i hated the lonely empty feeling.. reli dreaded it.. bt wat can i do?? can onli go find frens to relieve tt feel.. sooo miserable rite... like sooo despo to hv that feel being filled up..doubt many hv tt same kinda feel as i does.. cos they r all surrounded by ppl.. by besties, bf or gf, relatives, siblings or family.. haix...emo emo...
tink e lonely me gona celebrate my lonely bday alone tis yr... mayb i shld nt tk leave on tt day... cos i dn wana go round begging ppl to acc me go out etc.. aiya... still long... shall c hw la... hahaha..
last bt nt least, i hope tt my lovelies will oways b happy, xing fu, healthy n well... i noe all of them seldom or nv come my bloggie de... bt still... i jz wana sae i will be avail for all of u 24/7.. if u nit my companionship, nit any help... feel free to approach me k.. i dn mind being e spare tyre.. like when u all cant find any1, can find me k... even if in future i hv my own fam(hopefully i will have la), u all will still be my precious de loveloves... muackz... =D
