bday wishes...

u noe...ytd i was really happy...cos ting talked to me....although is reluctantly...she still chose to talk....im so happy lor....im reli very contented le....hahaha....i was so overjoyed tt i dn feel down ytd.....thr is 0.01% of improvement btn me n ting meimei...LOL...im so happy....hahaha...then she ate the ting i bought....bt earlier when i saw her expression,she was starin at cecelia,n talkin to me reluctantly...bt itz ok....n at least when i talked to her,she still gt luk at me,nt like last few weeks lidat le...haha..im reli happy...i dn mind dying jz to get her friendship back...probably im crazy,probably i too kua zhang,bt tts my character ba...sth tt i cant reli change much...esp to my besties...probably cos im still unattached ba...bt i tink la,even if im attached le,i wud still zhong shi frens as much...esp my besties....

u noe...cos thr is tt lil improvement,im worried tt this mth in pp,our frenship wud then go bk to the same zibi situation again..i very scare wor...is thr sum way for me to maintain the 0.01% improvement??i reli dn wish to go bk..

can bday wish be more than 1??if can....i wud like to sae....

1) Naza n cecelia wud b frens n talk again...esp tt naza...dn be so stubborn...haha
2)all my besties n frens to be happi....
3)i wud hv enuf $$ to go back sydney study....
4)i wud excel in my studies,career...
5)my personalities n character wud change...esp those that ting pointed out de...
6)my family to be fine n good...
7)nt stay perm workin at pp la...cos i prefer suntec...i wud miss the ppl thr,like lao na,ting etc...

8)to find my Mr Right la...apparently,the fortune teller told me aft my 22nd bday(english version-sept 15),my mr right wud appear...HOPEFULLY lor...hahahhaa

9)to he hao with wang teng...although i noe the possibilities is equivalent to zero.....(am i reli sucha bad person?)

i dn need any bday prezzies....the above 1-7 wud be my gd prezzies le... Number 8 is a best prezzie....i have 1 yr to mk it come true....hopefully the fortune teller is telling the truth...LOL

OF COURSE,my BEST n biggest n happiest bday present for tis yr wud be number 9.... i hope she wud gimme a chance...to talk to me n befriend me again....eh....back to the old days...i reli miss them...sobs....bt i noe.....she wun de...bt dn wori...i will persevere de...i wun give up de...

yupz....tt shld b all....i will definitely miss nana n ting ting de.....=(...sae until like i dyin...wahahhaa...hmm...imagine everyday hafta travel 1 hr to wk,hafta bring umbrella,cant slp more(hafta wake up 1/2 earlier)...more n more like panda le....sianz....hahaha...okla...go slp le...tmr is another day...inc nxt mth,i cant/nv talked to ting for abt 2mths...sobs...bt dn wori ting...i wun force u de...u tk care k...hugz...

updates........

hmm..today went pc show...then i saw the onda mp5...wa...hmm...very tempting to get it,bt dn luk reliable tho it has jay zhou signature bla bla....selling at $240...then i saw tv phone....very popular lor...diu....selling at $240 as well..supposed to find disc,bt i saw none...probably i cud nt c...i hv been rounding thr so many times wor....+ oso to find my fren la..wahaha....

then i went aigo...saw tt mp5....i hv decided to buy tt le.....cfm + chop!!hahaha...buay tahan le...tts the ting when pay comes...u spend a lot....if tts the case,i hafta sell my mp4 nw...hu can i sell to??rocky???LOL..at least can save up abit...hahaha...or shld i sa jiao with my dad,c if he willin to donate sum $ for me to invest...i tink he will kill me!!haha...cos he knew i jz bought the mp4 nt long ago...hw???hahaha...hmm....4gt to ask hw much lor...stupid me..scully $400 i die..tink i will hafta sell my digi cam...WAHAHA..hmm...met up with zhenbei n her mum...hahaha...her mum very teng me one..haha..until nw still rem me...kp askin zhen bei hw am i etc...so swt hor...hahaha

ok...tmr will be my 1st day at parkway...countdown....29days more....shall update briefly every nw n then...lol...why every1 tink i wun eva go bk to suntec le??reli ar??i scare wor..hopefully nt... =( hahahaha..

stories.......

那天去了parkway，就认识了anita..我们聊了好多好多..发现我们的喜好是一样的.真是有趣.哈哈..她那天还特地打去suntec找我.刚才还msg我笑我明天又去pp.真坏.哈哈.她以为我小过她咯.哈哈.没想到,我看起来那么年轻.哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈.蛮合得来.哈哈

我好想念婷婷..虽然好象每天都看到她,但就好象没和她做工.好想念以前的日子...我为什么那么烂的呢?哎呀!但我要证明给你看我对你这个妹妹用的真心是不需要任何回报的,就算你不想接受我帮忙,不感动我对你做的,我被伤到也不要紧,我会为我们友谊坚持到底的!婷永远都会是我好友,好姐妹!!=)hugz n loves..我会永远疼你的！can sum1 tell me how to change???哈哈 ...

对了.我看了12lotus和4bia 了.12lotus不好看,听anita说老大也说不好看.哈哈.但4bia我和我朋友都觉得好看,又好笑,又有点恐怖.哈哈.anita比我前一天去看嘛.然后隔天就打给我,告诉我好看.哈哈.她说她在看那部电影时,一直想到我.哈哈.真是的!!哈哈.真可爱..改次有什么恐怖片等就能一起去看了..新的电影kaki..LOL...

上个星期,von和我原本要去newton吃宵夜的,没想到他们关咯.浪费油,时间等.哈哈哈..还关三四天呢..因为鬼节要清洗..什么理由嘛..到最后,我们去了old kallang airport吃.叫了那么多,尤其是那个超大螃蟹.逼我吃整整半只,害得我晚上睡不着,太饱了.哈哈哈.

可怜的我,在吃我那半只螃蟹...饱死了...哈哈哈...


我们吃的那只大螃蟹....大过我的手咯...哈哈哈...想它还有脚...更大只了..哈哈..

处女ｖｓ摩羯

处女座ｖｓ摩羯座（ｍｅ　ｎ　ｔｉｎｇ）

ｉｔｚ　ｒａｔｈｅｒ　ｔｒｕｅ．．ｔｔｓ　ｙ　ｉｗａｎａ　ｐｏｓｔ　ｈｅｒｅ．．ｌｏｌ．．．

在处女座和摩羯座之间的第一种牢固的关系是他们都想做高尚的人的需要。他们避免自己成为笑柄，受人尊敬的办法是做到品行端正，因此他们说话做事尽可能的符合规范。这两个人之间第二种有力的关系是对使用钱的态度，审慎节约的花，绝对不会浪费或粗心的乱丢。他们之间另一种有力的关系是对待义务和责任的方式。如没有责任，他们会迷失自己，失去目标。应该给他们郑重的信任，需履行的义务，需完成的责任。他们共同拥有的另一东西是良好的同感。他们有聪明的头脑。处女座总知道什么是正确的。摩羯座则喜欢沉默，从不发表意见或认同什么，除非他们用较长的时间仔细的思考——反之，水星，处女座的支配者，使得他们相当快的说出自己的意见。摩羯座其实热情，他们是具有清醒的头脑，敏锐的领悟力，判断灵敏有力的男女。他们分析每种感觉，然后说他们根本不是那样（那是因为他们分析你对他们的分析结果）。

摩羯座在处女座的态度上发现不了错误，处女座把时间和注意力放在解决问题上。对摩羯座人来说，这实在太谨慎了。摩羯座表现一种奇特的独立。当障碍出现，摩羯座只是跨过它，稳定攀越他们目标的顶峰。这就是为什么土星支配的人们有时表现的冷漠和不热情的原因——他们对压力和紧张缺乏外在的反应，他们认为情感的表现没有必要。许多日宫不了解这样一种态度，错误的理解他，然而处女座本能的知道，在泰然自若的铁面下，摩羯座真是心碎，而摩羯座悲哀的感激处女座的同情。同样，当其他人认为处女座挑剔，大惊小怪和神经质时，摩羯座感觉到处女座心中藏着温和的梦和渴望，需要这样的逃避，即仍在沉默寡言和羞怯的表情下坚决保持克制。摩羯座知道这种感受，因为他们也同样如此。他们要表达这种渴望实在太难了。

处女座宣称喜欢一个人呆着，摩羯座知道这决不是真的，一旦他们知道你是多健谈。很多时候你是多么空虚，你只是从容的掩盖你的孤独以防那些只会嘲笑你的人。是的，摩羯座清楚的知道处女座需要假装很自足，把这当作避免伤害的方式。处女座和摩羯座身上有某种可爱而温和的东西，似乎暗中使他们在一起。有许多次处女座认为摩羯座太固执，拘泥于他（她）的方法，拒绝让步或屈服于心理刺激的兴奋，有许多次摩羯座认为处女座忧虑太多，谈论事情过度。虽然如此，他们两个相似的地方远比不同的多，相容的比不相容的多。同感的5-9宫型使他们更容易联系和原谅彼此的过错。

three frenz...lol....song...

hahaha...i reli like tis song.....frenz.....三人...

i miss ting,my sis...

i hv been tinking a lot tho...i miss ting...she is everyday in front of me,bt she treated me as tho im transparent....i miss the good old times......i miss her being funi with us,inc me...i miss her talkin to me,jokin with me,playing with me etc....i mis her...whr is my sis??like missing...cos she no longer talks to me,no longer bothers abt me,no longer treated me as b4...sumtimes i tink the way i do tings like v si can lan da lidat...bt if i dn,wat else can i do??i reli do wan the frenship back...i wan my meimei bk..can u come bk??=(

sad....tired...sicked!!!

recently in my dictionary,onli these words appear: sick,stress,nervous,tired,sian,pek chek,gona beng kui,zi bi,scare,sad,upset,disappointed n fake....im so sick n tired of all this stuff.....cant tings jz end alright??cant u gimme a easier way to settle??i hv alr tried my very very best....u r always avoiding me...nt allowing me to have my chance....the ting i gona do nw shall reli b the very last one...if thr is still no reciprocal,then.....itz ok....cos by then,thr wud onli b jue wang,shi wang n shang xin... yeah... then tho i reli wan our ship,tho i appreciate it a lor..i wud jz remain stagnant...i guess....hv u eva appreciated the lil tings i hv done,jz like the way i do?? nw even my colleague tinks tt im v shi bai,very disappointed in me le....y m i doin all tis tings???i duno la...haix...