nth much..lazy me...

im getting weaker n weaker each day....reli reli reli very tired...hahahaha...now im so puzzled as to go study now or nxt yr...suspending study is fine,bt when i tot of the reason y i stopped abit weird...isit rite to suspend or jz go bk???bt economically,facing a lil probz,bt can b solved if my dad dn invest...duno hw...wat to do man?haix...烦啊！！

finally a off day tmr....hahahahaha...hapi hapi...hmm..then tmr gona go mit wei yee,my hsemate for coffee...dn even noe wat to tell her,or wat to sae...hmm....sian...hahahaha...im confused nw...shld i go bk study???

sadded....suddenly i realised tt so many ppl nt gona wk anymore...haix...then watz the point of stayin???hw?wat to do???hmm...auntie fr tampines called me...wan me go tampines stay if i stay on...for a moment,it seems all arranged by God...lol...i got lotsa stuff to sae,bt lazy...tired...lol....anw..today elna n ting ting come bk liao..hurray!!!nt so quiet in shop le...bt my last day approaching...hmm....

i miss workin in EP with baoyun(kat brother),leonard n anna....fun times oways gone fast!! ='(
working in suntec during these 2 days sudd mk me feel sooooo.......diao...hahahahaha...so many prob start to surface liao....hmm...internal fights esp....sianz lor....haix....sad....i jz din go suntec wk for a week 2 days....so many tings....=(

我累了。。。。。

今天我外婆真的真的离开我们了。从不在家人面前哭泣的我今天忍不了了。我和我表妹，jolene,说好不能太emo..但当我看见我外婆，想到生前很吵的她等我就已经要流泪了。我还是忍着，直到我大姨大声地哭，说新年没得见到她，吃她煮的食物等，我就流泪了。jolene也是咯。看着她被推进火场时，我又再次的哭了。说走就走了，都没流下什么流言。如果她能听到恩喜(baby hannah)一直在叫她，不知她会有多么的开心咯。我没了外婆。好伤心，好难过。Ah ma,rest in peace,i will oways rem u...

我真的好累好累。。累了，很想休息，一个人过这个无聊的人生。不想一直烦我朋友。。经神上累了，心灵上也累了，就整个人都好累好累。想出国走走，但一个人，又能去哪里呢？='(
最近又需要做工，又不能在suntec做。。想念suntec的朋友，同事。

今天在eastpoint和anna,leonard还有kat弟弟做工还蛮好玩的。就不会想到外婆等。哈哈。好期待星期三和bren出去看戏。想睡了，晚安。

伤心的我，多谢有你们。。。

好伤心喔。。我外婆去世了。就这样她走了。最近我都好烦好烦。我不是一个好家人，也不是一个好朋友。我对自己的要求很高。我好不开心。觉得我是个坏人，只会让我周围的人生气，伤心。你们都以为我不关心吗？我最在乎的就是我周围的人了。

最近我都好庆幸我有个好朋友，有几个好同事。如果不是你们，我早就崩溃了。婷婷，你人真的很好，谢谢你的安慰。我真的真的好感动。我一直烦你，打扰你，找你，你都没说我。你真好。好爱你喔，我的好朋友，好婷婷妹妹。不知道我会不会回australia,但我会永远记得你这个好友。你是我最棒的朋友了。希望你和elna会很enjoy韩国。

elna,谢谢你的关心。assca,谢谢你那天陪我一起哭，安慰我。xin jie,u oso..thanks for yr care and concern.. Pei lin,我也很高兴有你这个朋友。谢谢你们大家。爱你们大家。

HAPI CNY....

1st of all...HAPI CNY to all folks....lol...

wah...reli suay lor....i fell ill on eve...fever,sore throat,flu,cough n bodyache..=(
pop in lotsa medicine..finally,felt better today...bt cud nt slp...cos too sick...last 2 days,...sick like kuku...

today went ah ma hse bai nian...wa...ang bao received far more than i expected...n itz been a looong time since i last saw hannah,my bb cousin...oh man...shes soooo smart n cute....n shes nt afraid of us...the last time i saw her is like when shes 5 mths old..nxt time post her photos here...lol...

my dogs fight again...jz...cos my mum provoked kiki la...then kiki kp making lotsa noises,then aft tt the 'ren wu ke ren' boxer jz attack boxer...n my dad injured...hmm...bren...so hw??mon whr u wana go??haha..do get bk to me sooon....thankie...

bad feeling...

ytd how eng,jia ying n assca went back malaysia...wah...i hv the sad sad feeling lo...u noe hw it feels???itz jz like me leaving aussie...then today is ting's turn to go bk...so sad...cant c them for abt a wk lor..sad sad...no1 for me to disturb le..or shld i sae...no1 to disturb me...lol...last yr..when i returned,i hv 1 bestie to she bu de...now...i hv another 1 le..of course...the rest of my frens...i oso got and will she bu de la..needless to sae rite...hahaha...

anw...my flight cfm le...march 4th...=(..AHHH....how??how???i dun wana go bk lei...haix....bt my uni alr asked me to pay sch fee,enrolled me le...n oso asked me to collect my 2008 student card...too bad im nt thr....hahaha..wonder hw to guo my 9mths thr....haix...sum1...come sydney hol lei....or go gold coast..cos i wana go as well...lol..hmm...mabel mama sae she will come visit me during my sem brk in june...lol...few more days shes gg brisbane le,yet i cant send her...sori...bt cya soon ok??heh..miss ya....

nw i alr started to miss tingting and the rest le...=( haha