Wednesday, March 25, 2009

wat a happy day...!!!

ok...2 tings to mention today....

Scene 1
ytd finished wk at 930+++...wana watched movie at AMK hub hub hub hub at 950pm...so....rushed with von thr...wa....fast with abit of considerably pro...watched coming soon...eh....the whole show actualli nt sae very nice..the ting abt the show is the effect n abit of mk up la...LOL...thr is tis part when i let my guard down (as i tot it wasn't gona b scary) n at the same time,listen to von talking....then din realise when suddenly the ghost jz appear...i tell u...tt part i shouted la...then von got frightened by me partially,n the other half frightened by the ghost i guess...!!!RFLOL...aft tt went to eat pratassssss....then chat then went hm...

Scene 2
today is a happy day...duno y...jz felt the real happy me at that moment...laughing fr the bottom of my heart...jz happy lor...i laughed horribly i guess....hahaha...normally sumhw i wud b troubled by sth...bt today i felt trouble-less....no stress....no unhapi....nth...jz me!!!n my nana n ccl....hahaha....wonder if i wud be happy again,jz like today...HAHA...

von tryin to help me matchmake....which ended up with 4 ppl adding me when i dun even noe hu they r...LOL....n yu bin came over today...bought us sum dohnuts...chatted with us for awhile...bt too bad she came at the wrong time,cos jz nice stock came...LOL...then uncle tong so suay...cos when he wana go dn,the lift under svr..haha..

ok.....shld be done with my draggy loongy story.....shall start watchin perfect cut 1 now...tata

Monday, March 23, 2009

happenings

sum time back,watched 3d my bloody valentine...a new experience...haha...wana watch coming soon n the unborn..they all seems nice...nt enuf time sia,it seems....recently i hv been tinkin n tinking...i felt tt i hv let sum ppl down...like...a bad person...cant zou huo ru mo...!

i came abt tis conclusion recently...ppl whom i tot of as gd ppl came out of my 'gd ppl' expectations whereas ppl whom i tot was nt as gd,actually went into my 'gd ppl' category..itz kinda hard to explain bt.....jz wana write it here..LOL... i hv learnt to accept individuals for who they r...at least they dn pretend..in the past,i wud hv tis kinda dn talk too much to a person who u dn tink is gd...sth lidat..bt nw...i dn...i talk,share,joke etc etc ...ya...i admit till nw i dn tell ppl hw i reli,exactly feel inside,bt at least i 'relax' abit nw..haha...

i saw pics of my previous attachment laboratory colleagues n classmates workin thr..sumtime i miss the times thr...so fun with them ard...like wati,alice etc etc...haha...always lively n fun with them ard...i miss sch life a lil...esp poly..study tog,stress tog,hi-bye tog,eat tog bla bla...rem having to go to sch as early as 7am to sch as exam starts at 8.rem meeting with bren dar n khadijah dearie at the applied science canteen for breakfast...rem the relieve aft the last paper...rem all the fun...immediately aft the last paper,i wud go out w my grp of buddies n frens..then when i returned hm,i wud chat w auntie..watch tv,rent dvds n online all the way...so memorable...

now....it seems tt my buddies n frens n i r losing touch with each other....unexplanable..sobs...my life seems to revolve jz ard work,work n work...other than tt,i go hm or stay at nanny's to be a 'ah zha'...siaos sia...LOL...wonder if i cud go bk to sch sooooooon....???

recently i felt disappointed,frustrated n duno wat sia...jz damn super unhapi la...bt wat can i do...?itz jz the ME being emo again n again...received too much disappointments n unhappiness...hated ppl who brk their promise n still tink they r right..hated tings related to $$... hated the happenings ard me...bt who can help me??WHO???sum tings are jz meant to be kept in the heart....upsets.....at times seriously hate life... ='(

ok..!!nw for the happy stuff...gg taiwan in 1 week's time...company's trip..eh....gg with ccl,nana n ting...thx to ting,i saved up on my jacks..LOL...were saying abt suntec will become a laughing stock when we returned....

1)WAH....elna ar...go taiwan onli sia....wear such thick n heavy jacket....
2)WAH....tt ccl ar....still use chemical warmer lei....
3)WAH...tt june ar...dn c her big big size ar....she scare of butterfly lo...pls la....aiyo.....
4)ting....eh....hvn tot of 1....any idea any1??LOL

okla...shall stop here for nw....b4 tt,shall say sth....ting take me as a turkey...TURKEY...!!!!!!LOL

Monday, March 2, 2009

ghostly shows...

watched marley and me the other time....hmm...the show reli nice....the story bla bla..n partly cos im a dog lover...hahaha....anw....gona go watch my bloody valentine soon.....hmm..itz a murder show.....best to watch 3d...haha...

then promised jo tat will pei her watch kung fu chefs....bt durin her hol....which is sooon.....haha... then i wana watched coming soon too...!!!itz a horror show....eh...fr directors of shutter,4bia n alone....quite creepy la....cos i watched the trailer,n went to the url....i abit scare scare lor...hahaha...tts y i sae....sometimes hor....go watch tis kinda show is like 'fan jian...'hahaha..i mean myself la...cos u noe it gona scare u,mk u feel uncomfy,bt yet u still wana watch....什么跟什么嘛...!!hahaha...isit another show tt gona b like shutter?the thai one???hmm...*ponders*lol...

recently put lotsa aeroplanes n helicopters...sori every1.....duno y i became so homely...jz wana slack at hm...probably old liao...hahaha...i wana save up,n hopefully will lotteries....LOL...so tt i can pay off my debts n go on a hol...haha...

elna ar...so gd life lor....1 yr go soooooooo many times hol...shuang dao~~~ hahaha...wana save enuf $$ to go somewhr i hv oways wana go...recently tot bt many tings...actualli,i hv come to realised tt itz easier to sae u treasure ppl ard u,bt when u wana do it,itz hard....n most of the time,u neglect them...hmm....i hv lost too much...be it frens,family,money,education etc...

recently my chest reli hurts...plus the stuff i gt fr diff ppl,felt the stress,then it hurts....hmmm....sadded sia...cos felt very uncomfy....haix...wait 1 day when i slp,my heart sudd stop,then im gone.... ....hahaha...jz crapping...okla...nth much to update sia....tata