hmm... on nite shift today.. supposedly got willah acc me de, cos gt a mrsa pt.. bt turned out pt condition worsened.. so cancel test.. n nw, here, im all alone..
anw.. ytd i was pondering... y m i oways so free.. kp gg to find my frens.. tink they all muz b tinking y m i so free la.. duno lei.. i feel so weird de.. on my free days jz wana go c my frens lor.. i may hv lotsa frens bt ppl whom is reli impt to me is onli like tt few.. LOL.. they muz b damn irritated to c me lor!! i tink.. lol.. gg suntec main purpose is to acc ah na.. jz dn wan her to feel so bored at wk, tho i guess i thr oso dn help ease her boredom la.. bt @ least im thr ma.. can da bao food for her, can listen to her stories, can wuliao wu liao w her la.. dn mind 2b at her svr anytime. tho to her mayb im nt even her fren. haha.. bt still, i wun mind! haha.. go hougang abit bored la.. cos nth to do seriously.. ah teng bz w her bb tea.. lol.. im onli blocking ppl's way nia.. hahaha.. bt promised to look for her when free.. ahh.. cant my life lighten up abit?? r tt e woes of a single? or it occurs to ppl who r attached as well?? or isit jz me?
na's bday over le.. i done a card n scrapbook for her.. scrapbook idea came when we were in shanghai at e notebook store when they bought many stuffs.. was tinking wana do sth special as a bday gift.. LOL.. went dhoby ghaut duno how many thousand times le.. made w luv, paper market to n fro.. went ion n orchard central bookstore as well.. den to raffles city papermarket n parkway scraperlicious.. i wud sae scrapbooking is nt sumting tt is ez to do.. esp to ppl like me.. lotsa materials to get.. lotsa research to do, lotsa ideas to generate.. idk if she likes them anot.. saying abt tt, it reminds me of e scrapbook dar done for me.. my roommate threw it away.. =( haix.. tt is 1 of my precious ting.. ahhh!! sad.. e scrappie ah.. i got many mini notes here n thr de.. bt on 2nd tots, i gave it up.. dn wana b so losoh.. haha..
idk y i gave e idea to ppl tt i wun reject anyting no matter wat my frens wan me to do.. but u all r wrong.. i onli will nt reject my lovelies n besties requests. cos i knew e rejected feeling.. bu hao shou ma.. i dn wan them to feel tt way.. as long within my means, i will do it de.. bt sumhw to them, it is a diff ting.. n tt sumhw mk me feel so... na men! cos they duno tt im doing it for them n them ONLY! many other stuffs oso.. i admit im nt a v sociable person.. as in.. my expressions r reli horrible.. i sumhw dn like to express too much out in front of ppl, even to those im close w de.. bt i wud express it in my msges.. LOL..
actu my intention is to celebrate na's bday sumday at sentosa de.. of course nt USS la, cos she oso dare nt tk many of e rides.. bt play e other stuffs in sentosa.. n prob stay a nite at hard rock hotel. den we can stay thr till late late no prob.. n eat cake cake.. long time nv eat bday cake le.. LOL.. wat a stupid excuse! bt 1st, i doubt she will b interested.. 2nd, tink she will scold me lor.. sae i waste $$.. 3rd.. onli we 3 person tink she will b bored to death la.. hahaha.. anw.. celebrate is cos i wan my lovelie to b hapi aft all e sad stuffs.. n 2nd, b4 she become v sian abt bday (aging signs) hehehe... jz play play lor.. hahaha.. 3rd is cos ah teng nv go sentosa too la.. haha.. heng no1 will c tis blog, if she happen to read tis ah.. tink she gona dots n diaoz n scold me lor!! hahaha.. i guess..
so u c.. my life reli surrounds my frens onli rite... omg!! tis is part of virgo traits ba.. n to sum, im jz purely wuliao ba.. haha.. to cont my blog another day.. losoh enuf le.. watch show time.. hahaha
