happenings

sum time back,watched 3d my bloody valentine...a new experience...haha...wana watch coming soon n the unborn..they all seems nice...nt enuf time sia,it seems....recently i hv been tinkin n tinking...i felt tt i hv let sum ppl down...like...a bad person...cant zou huo ru mo...!

i came abt tis conclusion recently...ppl whom i tot of as gd ppl came out of my 'gd ppl' expectations whereas ppl whom i tot was nt as gd,actually went into my 'gd ppl' category..itz kinda hard to explain bt.....jz wana write it here..LOL... i hv learnt to accept individuals for who they r...at least they dn pretend..in the past,i wud hv tis kinda dn talk too much to a person who u dn tink is gd...sth lidat..bt nw...i dn...i talk,share,joke etc etc ...ya...i admit till nw i dn tell ppl hw i reli,exactly feel inside,bt at least i 'relax' abit nw..haha...

i saw pics of my previous attachment laboratory colleagues n classmates workin thr..sumtime i miss the times thr...so fun with them ard...like wati,alice etc etc...haha...always lively n fun with them ard...i miss sch life a lil...esp poly..study tog,stress tog,hi-bye tog,eat tog bla bla...rem having to go to sch as early as 7am to sch as exam starts at 8.rem meeting with bren dar n khadijah dearie at the applied science canteen for breakfast...rem the relieve aft the last paper...rem all the fun...immediately aft the last paper,i wud go out w my grp of buddies n frens..then when i returned hm,i wud chat w auntie..watch tv,rent dvds n online all the way...so memorable...

now....it seems tt my buddies n frens n i r losing touch with each other....unexplanable..sobs...my life seems to revolve jz ard work,work n work...other than tt,i go hm or stay at nanny's to be a 'ah zha'...siaos sia...LOL...wonder if i cud go bk to sch sooooooon....???

recently i felt disappointed,frustrated n duno wat sia...jz damn super unhapi la...bt wat can i do...?itz jz the ME being emo again n again...received too much disappointments n unhappiness...hated ppl who brk their promise n still tink they r right..hated tings related to $$... hated the happenings ard me...bt who can help me??WHO???sum tings are jz meant to be kept in the heart....upsets.....at times seriously hate life... ='(

ok..!!nw for the happy stuff...gg taiwan in 1 week's time...company's trip..eh....gg with ccl,nana n ting...thx to ting,i saved up on my jacks..LOL...were saying abt suntec will become a laughing stock when we returned....

1)WAH....elna ar...go taiwan onli sia....wear such thick n heavy jacket....
2)WAH....tt ccl ar....still use chemical warmer lei....
3)WAH...tt june ar...dn c her big big size ar....she scare of butterfly lo...pls la....aiyo.....
4)ting....eh....hvn tot of 1....any idea any1??LOL

okla...shall stop here for nw....b4 tt,shall say sth....ting take me as a turkey...TURKEY...!!!!!!LOL